Julian's POV It happened again. I coughed up blood again. I stared at my blood-stained hands in fear. I don't know what is happening to me. I don't understand, but something is really wrong with me. I opened the tap and washed away the blood. It happened over a month ago. I thought I got hurt somehow, but that was not it. Something is happening and j don't know what it is. I showered and got ready. The situation is getting worse. I think Xavier has changed. He has lost his edge and I fear that it is going to ruin everything. I knew that this would happen, but I thought he would get over it. He had let that woman get to his head. He can't think about anything but her. I don't know what his obsession with her is. All he should think about is his hatred for her, but I think he wants to go

