James' POV
I was angry at the world. Angry at myself for acting so childish and pushing Marcy away because of something she couldn't control. Angry at the Moon Goddess for allowing Marcy to go through all this pain. Angry at Marcy for wanting me to reject her. And angry at Jordan for defending Marcy when I should be the one defending her. Most of all, I was hurt that Marcy felt I didn't want her.
The longer I thought about it, the more I realized that all of this was my fault. Had I not reacted so rashly, Marcy would've never felt like she wasn't enough. Had I picked up her calls or returned her texts, she wouldn't have disappeared for two weeks, or put up a block on our bond. And maybe, if I had done all of that, she wouldn't have asked me to reject her.
For a moment, I thought about d
