I will never reject you

Mate.

It is time I returned home. Things clearly can't work out with Philip and when this fight happens I need to be front row. I head out front, it is night already. I need to find a ride home.

" Where are you going?"

I heard Philip call out to me from behind.

" I am going home."

He caught my hand and pulled me around to face him.

" Not so fast."

He said annoyedly, I look at him. I am sad and disappointed, out of all the people my mate should understand how important this is to me.

" Look, thanks for indulging me today. At least it wasn't a complete waste of your time. I want to return home now."

" Fine, I'll take you back myself but before you go I want you to take a walk with me."

I look at him curiously, before I can say anything his grip on my hand tightens and he pulls me, he guides me around the back, through the garden into the woods.

After a few minutes following a path we arrived at a small lake surrounded by pine trees and a small clearing on the left. The full moon is illuminating the scenery. It is beautiful. We stood next to each other quietly. I know he is angry so I wait for him to make the first move.

He is taking too long, I don't have all night. I decided to take the matter into my own hands. I move in front of him and place my hands on his biceps.

" What is it?"

" You tell me Sofia, we've been through a lot together these past few days. I thought we were growing closer and that you were finally letting me in! yet we are still in the same place. You, running away from me! Trying to find reasons to break our mate bond."

He removed my hands off him, looking at me full of fury and disappointment.

" If we are to be together!"

He spat at me the hurtful words I told him not long ago. I immediately regretted the hurt I caused him.

" I told you from the first day we met, I will not stop you from rejecting me and moving on with your life...and now your pack. This is the sixth day. "

He paused, with everything going on I didn't realize that six days had passed.

" Tell me now, what is your decision?"

I am lost for words.

" I am sorry Philip but you must understand this is not about me getting a pack. I want to avenge my parents deaths…the destruction of my pack. I want to save some of my father's legacy. I need closure!"

" I understand… that's why I pushed for everyone to accept your claim."

I am surprised, it sure seemed that he didn't support me before.

" Then why are you so angry?"

" They want you dead! Sofia, they don't deserve you."

Another long pause.

" I need an answer."

" I am sorry Philip… you are amazing, you have done everything to make me feel comfortable and loved…I never wanted to hurt you!"

My heart is pounding in my chest, I am shaking. I see anger with a hint of fear in his expression. He starts shaking his head as if telling me not to do this.

" I love you!"

I blurt out, surprising him and even myself with my revelation. Tears started running down my cheeks. f**k I hate that he brings out my vulnerable side, I didn't mean to say that, it just came out and now there is no taking it back, so I allow myself to really open up to him. He approaches me without a word.

" You have turned my whole world inside out, I hadn't cried since I was a child and ever since I met you I cry every day. The emotions that I am experiencing when I am with you, I've never felt them before.

I left my home, my family and pack because I want to be with you. I'll never reject you…"

My voice is low, and all the emotions that I have been suppressing are surfacing. I want him, he is….

"Mine."

I say possessively.

" Mine."

He replies with the same if not more possessiveness, still angry he grabs me from the back of my neck and kisses me. An intense angry salty kiss, a kiss full of my tears and his fury.

" Damit Sofia, was this so hard?"

He whispers into my mouth.

" You forget I am a lone wolf."

I say jokingly, a soft chuckle leaving my lips while tears are streaming down.

" Not anymore baby."

We kissed again, our bodies stuck together.

" I want you."

I whisper while he is nibbling on my neck.

" I want to punish you Sofia for making me wait."

" I am with you now, I hope I was worth the wait cause I don't deserve you."

I knew he was so much better than me, I truly felt the moon goddess made a mistake. But I did love him so much that I would do anything for him, I'd give my life for him. But right this moment I want to possess him and make him mine. I jump up and wrap my legs around his waist.

" Make me yours!"

I whisper, he flushes his smug smile.

" Damit Sofia, you are driving me crazy."

He puts me on the ground and composes himself. I am flushed and my breathing is choppy. I look at him disappointed.

" Not here baby. Let's go"

We walked back to the pack house fast but instead of going in, he led me towards the parking lot and inside a car.

" Are you taking me back?"

I questioned him, I can tell that he is still a bit angry. But why? I accepted him as my mate. He gave me a side look and his signature smug smile.

" No, we are going somewhere private."

He drove through the forest like a formula one driver. When we reached our destination I saw a tall wall fence, with a gate. When the gate opened it revealed a beautiful house.

" Wow."

I exclaimed, he smiled at my reaction.

" Is it yours?"

" We are more alike than you think and yes this is my safe haven...our safe haven."

He added purposely at the end, I nodded smiling.

" I only stay at the pack house when absolutely necessary. "

Said unlocking the door revealing a spacious living room.

" Come in."

" It's lovely...."

I start to say, but didn't get a chance to finish my sentence, he pulls me up the stairs.

"At the end of the corridor"

He says seductively, allowing me to walk ahead of him. Once we reached the entrance of his room he grabbed me pushing my back tight onto his chest. I feel goosebumps all over my body. He took my chin with his right hand and turned my head to the side and he leaned in to kiss me. A deep passionate kiss his hands were exploring my body. He broke the kiss and breathed in deeply, he could smell my desire. His left hand traveled under my top, he pulled down my bra to freely cup my breast. I gasp at the sensation, I want him to touch me. I tried to move my hand so I could touch him as well.

"Don't move"

He orders me, and I turn to look at him full of desire. I want to touch him so bad. He smiles smugly and he once again crushsa his lips onto mine while kneading my breasts. His right hand traveled down slowly, unbuttoning my jeans, he put his hand inside my panties.

His touch makes me moan into his mouth. He breaks the kiss intensifying the movement of his touch making me moan louder. My heart is pounding, oh goddess I want this so much, I can't believe it's finally happening. He grunts pleased, lightly biting my neck.

"Philip"

I whispered his name full of desire and want. He stops abruptly.

"Mine"

He whispers into my ear while he thrusts his fingers inside me, I moan really loud with pleasure.

"Mine"

He said a second time digging his fingers deeper inside of me, I gasped and moaned, my legs are shaking.

"Yours"

I said and turned to look at him, he seemed satisfied. He is going faster and faster. Oh goddess I am his, completely his. I only want to be his. I am about to explode.

"Philip"

I scream his name as I find my release. He looks into my hazed eyes and smiles wickedly, he starts trusting again. I bite my lips not to scream as I come for a second time. My heart is racing and my body is shaking. He slowly turns me around, he looks straight into my eyes with lust and determination. He lightly pushes me backwards while he pulls my top off and unhooks my bra. He pushed me again and I fell backwards on the bed. He took his t-shirt off and then pulled my jeans off, I lifted on my elbows and watched as he removed his jeans and then his boxers. I bit my lips at the sight of his fully erect c**k. He lowered his body onto mine, my breathing is uneven. I want him so much. A thought of doubt and insecurity crosses my mind, last time we were about… he broke the moment. It was as if he knew what I was thinking.

He whispered my name and his lips crushed on mine drawing me back into the passionate moment. He is hovering over me, my hands are tracing his perfect milky skin. With a swift movement I roll him to his back, I am on top of him pressing down on his chest with both hands. I gave him a commanding look to not fight me.

I can still detect a bit of anger in his eyes, with a soft voice looking down on him I say.

" I don't want our first time together to be with anger, you can punish me tomorrow, tonight let it just be about you and me and nothing else…please!"

His expression softened and I started kissing his forehead…his eyes…his cheek tenderly. I pulled back his anger had disappeared, I smiled and he smiled back at me.

" I love you Philip, I really do!"

I leaned in to kiss him and he took my face in his hands stopping my action.

" I love you Sofia."

Then we kissed eagerly, I kissed his jaw and throat moving to his neck suckings and biting at the same time I took his hardness in my hand rubbing it against my backside. I looked him in the eyes, his c**k was in my fist stroking it.

"Sofia "

He said letting out a soft grunt.

I slowly lifted my thighs, leaving my wetness on his belly. I placed his tip on my entrance rubbing and teasing, we were both breathing heavily he placed his hand on my thighs. Anticipation is written over his face. I started lowering on him. We were both letting out pleasure moans. We started thrusting deep and slowly building up the tension, never averting each other's gaze. It was getting too much he pulled up embracing me and kissing me. I broke the kiss. I looked into his eyes while I moved my hair to the side exposing my neck to him.

" Make me yours."

He smiled smugly, triumph was written all over his eyes. He grabbed me, keeping me still, he was in control now he was thrusting underneath me faster and harder. He tilted my head to the side. Holding my shoulder with one hand and my head with the other. The touch of his lips on my skin sent tingling sensations all over my body, then I felt his canines penetrate my soft skin as we both found our release moaning loudly. My body shook from the bite a mixture of pleasure and pain that consumed nearly all my energy. When he let go my head rested on his shoulder. My heart was racing and my body was trembling.

He pulled slightly away from me until his eyes could meet mine, I saw love in them and my blood dripping from his lips.

" You are mine."

He said satisfied

" …and I am yours!"

he added exposing his neck to me. I instinctively leaned in while I felt him go hard again, he was still inside me.

I dragged my canines on that sweet spot between his neck and shoulder and we both came again.

I pulled my head back and we celebrated having sealed our mating bond by marking each other with a kiss tasting each other's blood.

I always felt that being marked would mean the loss of my freedom being owned by someone who just wanted to control me. Of course I know it isn't so, I have many great examples that prove me wrong. But it was one of the excuses I had given myself for avoiding my mate. I was lucky that the goddess had blessed me with an amazing mate that waited patiently for me and respects my choices even though he doesn't agree with me.

I love Philip with all my being…

We pulled ourselves under the covers in a tight embrace, both completely exhausted from the marking process and finally we fell asleep.