Together we're better.

true intention

Emily's POV

We have been out here for a week. My training isn't going as well as Avery's. I'm getting annoyed with them both.

"Emms you have too much anger inside. Your gifts will not come out until you learn how to deal. Mother earth only responds to true intention. We aren't about revenge. We do not cause harm into others." Mia preaches at for the 100th time.

"Maybe I'm just not gifted!" I snap. My temper flaring. "f**k this." I say in a huff. I'm so done with this Bs.

"Emms don't give up. I know you're hurting. I know you want revenge but, in order for you to get stronger you have to learn let go. Let it all go Emms. I know you believe meditation is a waste of time but, once you learn how to quite your mind. You will find peace." She tells me.

"I can't okay! I am not like y'all!" My voice broke from unwanted tears.

I'm grieving. I know I'm not myself. I know what she's saying makes sense but, I haven't been able to sleep. Piercing blue eyes haunt me. My mother haunts me. All I feel is anger and grief.

I have been learning my herbs. I decided it was time to prove to them that me being here is a waste of time. I decided to go to the garden to get the herbs needed to calm myself and Clarity.

Tea of clarity calls for

1/2 a teaspoon of dried basil

1 teaspoon of dried lemon balm

1 teaspoon of fresh rosemary

I teaspoon of an grated orange peel.

I also picked some fresh lavender, chamomile, and grabbed some but meg out of the spice cabinet. I it in a pouch to set in the bath to help me relax. My mission is to find peace.

After gathering my herbs I pray to Artemis for peace and clarity. I pray she helps me connect with nature. After my tea is done and my bath is filled I undress and slip in the tub.

I began to picture myself letting go. Letting go of my anger, my grief, my desire for revenge, and my Mom. I feel a calmness engulf me. I close my eyes only this time all I saw was darkness. No blue eyes nor the battered imagine of my mom that's burn into my brain. I welcomed the peace I found.

I felt myself drifting off. As the much needed sleep consumed me. I started wish I could fly away from it all. The next thing I knew I was floating. I looked down and seen my resting form.

So this is an out of body experience. I want to explore fly out the window and float through the breeze. Without a destination but, I don't know what I am doing. I don't know if I'm going to get lost or die. I honestly don't know how to get back in my body.

As I floated above my body. I studied my features. I look sickly and tired. The bags under my eyes made me appear older. I realized Mia was right. I'm letting my mother's killer win.

He killed my parents all 3 of them and I'm stuck out in the woods unable to

Aspire. He didn't have to physically kill me. I'm killing myself. I promise myself I will do better for myself. I will do better for my mom.

I closed my eyes and imagined myself go back into my body. I willed myself back into my body. When I opened my eyes I was back in my body. When I opened my eyes I was back in the tub.

I left that bathroom a different person. Someone with the will to live and succeed in being the best I can be.

My mother's killer will not hold me back any longer.

I decided I need more rest so I laid down for a nap. I dreamed but, not of the nightmares that have haunted me.

Emily's Dream

I look around studying my surroundings. Trying to figure out where I am. I'm surrounded by lockers. I see steam coming from the distance and decide to go investigate.

I'm in the boys locker room and I'm not alone. I step into the showers. I'm frozen hypnotize by the georgous scene before me.

"You like what you?" Came the sexy voice of Dakota Black.

I was over come with pure raw lust. As I studied his truly perfect form. I watch as. Water drops trailed down his abs to his member.

"Are you going to speak?" He asks. Bringing my attention back to his face. His beautiful green eyes Pierce through my soul.

I couldn't take it anymore. Without a word I walked over to him and kissed him. I feel his strong arms wrap around me. I feel the wetness between my legs. I'm quivering.

I've never felt this before. I'm not sure what to do. I just know I need him there. I deepin the kiss as I move is hand down the front of my pants. I moan from the pleasure I felt when he rubbed my c**t.

"Your mine." He said as he roughly pinned me against the shower wall. "Say it!" It commanded.

I just stared blankly at him. Missing the feel of his lips on mine. I wanted more. So I went in for more. Only to be pinned back against the wall. I pout and he laughs at me.

"Say you're mine." His voice becoming dangerously sexy. His eyes matched the tone perfectly.

"I'm yours." I surrendered

End of dream.

I woke up to the panicked voices of Avery and Mia.

"Emms wake up!"

I open eyes to see my bed was literally on fire. I jumped up out of bed. Freaked out. Did I do that?

"I see you found your element. What were you dreaming about?" Mia asks.

"Uh I don't really want to say." I answer honestly.

"I don't know what you're hold inside. But, piece of advice. As witches the more we avoid the bigger the consequences. You have to deal with our s**t or we set ourselves on fire in our sleep." Mia lectures me.

"Got it. I will but on a brighter note I had an outer body experience when I meditated earlier." I brag.

" Wow Astro projecting is a very difficult power to master. It takes some witches years of meditating to be able to master it." Mia smiles proudly at me.