Ronan
I was restless and agitated. I had been home for a week now and I couldn't seem to calm myself down. Lux was in a constant state of unrest since we left The Bayou. We couldn't feel her from here. We couldn't sense her and while at first I thought it would be a good thing, I found out quickly that it wasn't.
I physically missed her. My body was turning against me because I needed her. I couldn't sleep. I couldn't eat. All I thought of was her and the last sob after I left her.
The guilt was the worst. So what if she was disgusted with me for being a wolf? So what if she was ashamed? I shouldn't have treated her the way I did because of that. She never hid her disgust for me before. It shouldn't have been a surprise. I should have just helped her and left it at that. Especially aft
