Leif
So, I'm pathetic. I can't even keep my word to Ivy a day before I go and break it. And because of it, she's ignoring me. No...Not ignoring me. She still talks to me, but only in a friendly way. Not with her bedroom eyes or sexy come-f*ck-me smile. Just normal smiles and a sad look in her eyes.
And I wasn't talking to Ronan as much. After my confession the other night, I feel awkward about putting myself out there like that. Ronan didn't say much back and I only had to guess that I was some desperate love-sick fool who needed plenty of therapy to stop pining over a man that can't return the sentiment.
But he was talking to me. And smiling at me. And holding my hand randomly when we were alone. He talked to me about the contract and everything he had to do. He told me about having t
