For a while, I enjoyed the silence that came after the storm. But then a more powerful feeling took over. That I was nose-diving too deep into this whole story and that I was starting to feel out of my place and element. This already had the makings of something out of ordinary and everything that is out of ordinary for a 21st century man, lost in the myriad of conventionalism, is a platform for a build up of anxiety and fear. I wondered whether I should pursue this any further. Whatever was going with this family is too strange and I'm already dealing with a high-level of strangeness in my life- dealing with radical changes like no job, no home, no partner and, now, Audrey and her past. The hardest thing is committing to whatever decision you make. I keep alternating between continuing on
