In a world on fire

Daniel

When Majesty told me Matador slapped her I wanted to skin him alive but I couldn't because I love him . I know he wants her , he dreams about her every single night he craves for her as much as I do .

I do wish he would express how he feels for Majesty. He's left for NewYork so its home alone for me .

By the time I come from the office to the mansion , Majesty has already left .

That night I couldn't stop thinking about her , she was in my mind all day and night .

I texted her.

Hey gorgeous did you arrive home safely .

Taking me by surprise she called me back .

I answered.

"Hey handsome ,I arrived home safe thank you "she said .

"I am glad "I replied .

"Daniel , thank you ."She said .

"For what?"she asked .

"For being there for me "she said .

"It's nothing to thank me for , I do say am deeply sorry for what happened with my husband ."I said .

"It's okay , I understand where he was coming from and I can't blame him for how he reacted . If I found my husband kissing someone else that's exactly how I would have reacted or worse ."she said .

"But Majesty , I meant what I said . I really like you , you are an amazing lady ."I said .

"Thank you Daniel , I also like you too "she said . That felt like the first time Matador and I were beginning our love story .

"Cant wait to come to your party, "she said .

"Will be waiting to see you ."I said .

"Me too,"she said .

"Goodnight Majesty ."I said.

"Goodnight Daniel "she replied. The call ended.

She will be attending .I texted  Matador.

Wow ,  am glad she is. He replied .

I am so hard right now thinking about her .I replied .

So am I .he replied .

I fell asleep after  a long battle to keep my d**k still . I had a very strange dream . In my dream I was in an abandoned mansion it was huge as the playboy mansion . Inside were images and symbols of satanic figures all over the walls .

I entered a door and inside I was in for a gruesome shock a girl lay on the ground  she wore a red robe , her hands and legs tied she lay eagle spread there was a satanic star symbol and candles all around her , it looked like a demonic portal opening ritual . I couldn't make out her face as it was  dark .

When I turned around several people were present but their faces were hidden . The girl began to scream as someone said some words probably a spell , she seemed like she was in deep pain whatever the person speaking was saying it was hurting her .

I tried to release her from the chains she was tied in but my hands went through it was as if it was a ghost .

The horrific cries tormented me , I hated to hear her cry yet I couldn't do anything to help her. Then  a woman's voice cried softly in my ear saying "don't let it happen to my baby , my poor baby. Destroy the portal ,"over and over again . 

I woke up and began to wonder what the f**k did I just dream about . It felt real its like I saw it happen , the girl in pain , someone summoning something , people not helping .

What a nightmare !

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                                MAJESTY

"Shhhh! Its just a bad dream hun , its okay everything is okay am here "Sandy said as she soothed me holding me . I had a bad dream about my past , I still fear what I saw that day , what I felt , the torture I went through it still feels fresh .

Sandy took my phone and called my dad .

"Its Sandy , no everything's alright , the nightmare is back , okay "she said and handed me the phone , I was still shaking in fear .

"Honey its okay , no one will hurt you ever again  repeat this after me even as I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I fear no evil."he said . I repeated after him and I felt  soothed and my fear subsided.

"Thanks daddy "I said .

" you know I have you in my prayers , no one will hurt you "he said .

"I love you very much "I said .

"I love you too princess"he said the call ended .

"Thanks "I said to Sandy .

"You can always count on me ."she said . Sandy is the only person that knows about my past in detail .

She slept next to me incase I get the nightmares again. 

"Do you think they will hate me when they find out who I am?"I asked.

"They won't , no one really knows or can find out however hard they search ,your files are hidden far at the end of the earth . "She said .

"They love you , I can tell and if they are truly inlove with you your past won't make them hate you it wasn't your fault  ."she said .

"What if they think am a creep "I said.

"You didn't choose what happened, "she said

"Should I tell them ?"I asked .

"If you want to , you still have time to get to know them "she said .

I did my final touches on my makeup  Sandy had left to Georgia to see her boyfriend but she did select a dress for me along with some shoes and earrings. My hair was wavy and loose , I wore a black gown that had a high slit, and a Vshaped neck, it was strapless  and it fit perfectly well . Sandy gasped when I sent her a picture of how I looked  she was in awe and remarked how dangerously sexy I looked .I just assumed she was teasing me .

Daniel had sent a masquerade mask to my mail . It was black decorated with pearls , and soft fabric .

I was caught up in traffic that I arrived so late infact I bet I was the last guest. The venue was at Satomayor mansion its the best mansion to host posh parties like this .

All eyes were on me ,there were several  photographers . I was I was led by a smartly dressed gentleman  to the red carpet .

"Here , look up, your left, turn around "came several shouts from the photographers  . It was kind of hectic especially to smile in several poses and flashing lights   I really give credit to  celebrities to stand and smile  infront of all this cameras yet deep down they are crying .

I was then ushered into the main hall for the main event .  There was some soft music  several people I have never seen , the air smelled of luxury . I looked for Daniel since he was the only person I knew , I dont mean  to be a party pooper but am not used to rich parties  they make you feel so poor and pathetic worst of all is when   the only person you know isnt anywhere around .

Then someone held my waist , I turned around to see it was Daniel .

He hugged me .

"So glad you could make it , you look so sexy "he said. I blushed  .

"Thank you and happy birthday "I said .

He held my hand .

"Come let me introduce you to some friends"he said .

He introduced me to several gentlemen , my mind was far , I wondered if he was also coming , he wouldn't miss it , it's his husband's birthday . 

It was introduction after introduction not what I had in mind of a party , most parties I attend alone or with Sandy  introductions don't matter as long as you came you were seen the rest is nobody's business. The music stopped, talk of the devil Matador was on the stage he came, am scared . 

"Ladies and gentlemen may I have your attention please , I want to say thank you all for coming. A few years ago I didnt want to admit my love , what I felt for you but regardless you stood by my side and you never gave up on me on us  . You mean a lot and nothing or no one will ever change that . I love you Daniel ,happy birthday  "he said.

He does have a heart .

Daniel blushed , it meant so much to him , everyone cheered and clapped for them  as they kissed , I felt a pinch of jealousy not because of them , but how inlove they were , I longed for such love but ended up with a crackhead broke man who dumped me for no reason I wonder how prison life is going on for him  he's probably someone's b***h by now.

Matador had gifted Daniel with a brand new black  Audi R8  why can't I meet a guy like that "hey babe here's your rangerover happy birthday ,is it too much to ask for?

I felt so miserable so broken and alone  even my nightmares know am miserable , I have been badluck since I was born .

I began to drink some vodka , wine , whiskey  champagne , name it anydrink that passed me I took it , I wanted to forget  it all . To forget everything .

Who am I kidding ,Matador would never love a f****d up individual like myself  ?They don't know who I am , what really happened to me , and how I got the scars on my wrists . I went and sat at the wonderful outside backyard , I was so drank I took off my shoes  and  sat on the bench with a full  glass of whisky on my hand .

This party doesn't deserve faces like mine , its too expensive for someone like me .   I kept drowning in the whisky .  Why did I even come when my invite isn't interested in me being here , maybe I was just his doll until his man arrived . Maybe they  don't love me they are just playing with me .

Sandy called  I picked it .

"Yessss!"I said .

"Majesty ... are you drunk ?" She asked .

"Yes ... maybe ... "I said .

" oh no dear? What happened ?"she asked .

"He's busy with friends, Sandy I don't fit here.... they are so rich and boujee. "I said .

"Am really sorry hun , "she said .

"I am heading home . I can't be here , it hurts to see them inlove and am just there to clap , it's hurts so bad . "I said almost in tears .

"  am deeply sorry love , you can't drive in that state . Brian lives near there am sending him to drop you home okay just stay where you are. "she said

"Okay "I said the call ended .

Daniel nor Matador were nowhere to be seen nor did they text to look for me . Daniel hasn't had some time to talk to me all he has done was introduce me to people I have no interest in knowing  well Matador I don't expect much from him since he slapped me . I think I should stay away from them they are giving me non existing hopes  what a wonderful way to show you like me .

Shortly Sandy texted me that  Brian ,her brother  had arrived .

I struggled to walk as I staggered but I managed to get to the main exit ignoring all judging eyes  . Brian was waiting for me outside the gate .

I was so drunk that I felt dizzy  I really had so many drinks . A kind security gentleman came to my aid , he carried my and helped me inside Brian's car . I passed out shortly

When I came to I was in my room the sun burnt my eyes almost blinding me , I had a hangover like no other.

Brian came into the room and handed me some pills and a glass of orange juice .

"That will help with the hangover "he said .

I took them .

Did you leave my car?"I asked .

"Diana came with it , she followed behind us ."he said .

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I was still having some headaches from drinking a mixture of drinks . I was determined to keep working  because today would be my last day . I am so scared of Matador now thats he's back in town , and Daniel well am very dissapointed he left me alone at the party like why was I invited ?

I made  breakfast they were still asleep, made dinner also and placed it in the fridge .

I placed my resignation letter  on the kitchen counter table .

I should probably leave town for a while and head back home to my dad in Seattle .

I went back home and packed up all my staff that I may need , I gave the keys to Diana, Brian's wife . She felt sorry for me but I will come back . My dad was so excited that I was coming home .

She drove me to the airport, they will have my car until either I or Sandy come back . Once in the plane I dozed off I was really tired and hadn't slept I felt free and happy to leave everything behind and just go home .

As they say there's no place like home .