I was wondering around the place my head already messed up as it is now I have all this stuff with Joseph but I do have feelings for him now and I know I can’t do anything about it I have to avoid him I can’t have a repeat of what happened between us I won’t I need to sort everything out here and move back home be with my real family again they need me as I need them I seem to always ask myself this question but why do I always get myself in this type of mess I found Jarred in the library sitting at a table reading away on his own “hi” I whisper he looks up and smiles at me “aw dear please come sit are you ok you look worried” he raises his eyebrows at me I nod and take a seat next to him “Jarred I’m scared I don’t know what to do my head is spinning everything is a mess right now” I lay m
