[Rowan’s POV] The idea of going back to that place had ice water running through my veins. My nightmares were haunted by the halls of our clinic. A lot of the time, I could not remember what happened there while I was awake. Unfortunately, that did not stop my mind from recalling them while I slept. It was a lot more tolerable when Logan was staying in my room with me, but I could not bring myself to tell anyone what I’ve actually experienced in the middle of the night. I was unable to explain if the things of my nightmares were actually real or if it was a manipulation of my mind to cope with the horrors during the day. The thought of going back to that place had me frozen to the spot. Echoes of Theo and Logan’s voices swam in the distance, bu

