I wonder what he is doing right now.
Is he gazing up at the night sky like I am doing right now? Can he feel me thinking about him and all the times I snuck out of my mother's house to meet him in the backyard?
Is he going through much pain? Are they hurting him?
Does he know I am betraying him? His love? And his trust in me? in us?
"What are you thinking about?" I got startled by his voice as I was buried in my wandering thoughts.
"You startled me, Enzo!" I threw some of the little cut grass that we were sitting on at him.
"scusa," Lorenzo chuckled. "So, what have you robbed out of reality?"
I shook my head, not wanting to answer his question. I had a lot in my mind. A lot of unforgivable things to confess but still keeping it for myself. Bianca is dead. Martina is... physically p
