13 . Very big bump
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after 19 week
Sarah
Dr/ kimmy say that every woman has different symptoms of pregnancy but I never saw any pregnant woman in my village has my symptoms. the morning sickness or even inflammation in their legs but their bump size not this big. I don't have any of this symptoms except inability to eat normal food except the food that come from the sea , eating all the time and very very very huge bump I don't exaggerate . I feel like I have 10 babies inside my bump but I know this bump because my eating frenzy or how can you tell me where all this food gone . I think my poor baby is squeezed beside many layers of fat and I don't know how can I lose them after giving birth .after my 3 month of pregnancy I lost the ability to move without help .all the time I stayed in my bed and when I wanted to use the bathroom ,Adam would carry me even taking baths . he washed my body . I really felt shy but after many times , I get used to this . All this time with him made me know how am I lucky to have a person like him .He's so caring, gentle and protective ,since I got pregnant ,he didn't leave the island once .I asked him about work and he told me , he send Danny to deal with it . all the people in this island are kind to me but this bowing that I don't understand . Adam carried me to the beach many times to change the feeling because I was so bored . I am still in contact with my family but Adam said I can't tell them about my pregnancy. even though I am this huge that my bump double the size of a woman's bump have triplet . I don't feel any pain only little tiredness causing many hours of sleeping . my baby doesn't kick like other babies . that made me worried but Kimmy assured me that there wasn't any danger and even so Adam is so worried about me and the baby . when I told him that I don't feel any kicking . he seemed doesn't affected or worried . he smiled and rubbed my head only and that make me suspicious that he know something I don't know . there're many strange things happening here , he appear from nowhere when I need to move or change my position even though I didn't asked him and he even waking up at night when I want to pee even though I didn't wake him , he feel when I am hungry and bring food to me. one day I asked Kimmy who was in my room about him and she told me Adam just went to diving at this minute I was hungry and on seconds I found him in front of me with a tray in his hands. I don't think all this months those were coincidences but that mean he can know everything about what I need all the time but how . I think he can read my mind . what if my baby has this ability too. that make logic to why he asked me to explain to the baby about abortion . ummm that make sense Sarah .I think Adam has mind reading abilities and so will be the baby , in the end it's heredity.
I asked Kimmy to do ultrasound examination but she said I don't need this and the baby is fine and my baby is impatient and don't want to wait inside my womb anymore .I will give birth the next week .in reality I can't wait to see my baby and know the gender . I want girl and when I asked Adam about what he want ,he smiled and rubbed my head . what with this crazy smiling and rubbing my head . every time he do this ,I want to hit him in the face and break his fingers . every time I wanted to prepare clothes or choose the theme for my baby's room ,he dodged the topic . I think he don't want me to stress but preparing the babies clothes and room is the happiness of every mother . oh....I can't believe that I 'm this happy that I will be mother after the incident 5 months ago ,I felt sorry and explained to my baby but with time I fell in love with him a..and also his father . I didn't think that I will fell in with Adam this fast.I thought I needed more time but his sweet gentle personality made our marriage bond developed o this day .
I am happy pregnant married woman now and very soon mother.
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