COLLEAGUES | A NIGHT TO REMEMBER
I was too lazy to stand up, but I stood up, and consented to what he wanted to 'happen.
I didn't know what to do, when he grabbed my hand and put it on his shoulder.
I saw his gaze at my peripheral vision, but I focused my eyes on the bright lights in front of us.
I can't even look at your eyes. I don't know why. Maybe I'm shy.
I took a deep breath.
I immediately stared at him, but for a few seconds I looked away.
He said he liked me, but I couldn't feel it, and he showed differently.
Why did you lie to me?
When you saw her, you were suddenly confused and broke away from the attachment next to me.
After a few minutes, I was left alone in the dark.
While I was there, like a fool waiting for your return, and you went to her secretly.
When I saw you with her, it really hurts like hell.
I really want to hurt them, but I can't do it.
I cried, the pain coming from my feet, because of the heels I could not bear, and the only thing I felt that night was that the strange pain would never recur.
Maybe the night holds a little hope for us.
JULIE | YOU ARE NOT IN LOVE
There was a girl, seeking love and nurturing in others.
You don't know what love is. I don't hate you, I pity you because you will never learn.
If you don't know the difference between infatuation and love, you'll destroy others' lives and your own.
She loves someone too much but in the wrong way.
Don't say I love you to someone if, in the first place, you don't know what it means.
Not because you are hurt, you have a reason to look for someone else.
When you really love the person, even if he leaves you, you will not immediately find someone else to criticize there in your heart.
Unless, you would rather choose to love others, even if you are not really loved.
Just to feel again, to feel being loved but you're not in love with that person.
Never force someone to like you back.
There's nothing you can do if you're not really the chosen one.
Don't be so thirsty for love.
AINNA | VANISHED
I have been in a relationship with Carl for almost one year.
He loves me, knowing that he has another woman, but I'm still here for him.
And there, I see him in the distance talking to a woman.
From where I stood, he knew I was looking at them.
I sighed, to this day he is still able to flirt with anyone else.
Hours he would pass, and he'd say sorry, and repeat.
"Babe, we will play mobile legends later." He said, and I nodded.
"I'll go home before 2 am." He kissed my forehead.
"I love you babe." I gave him a weak smile.
I waited until 2 am. I still didn't receive a message or call from him.
Then one day, with too much loosening of the leash, he disappeared from my sight, either because I was careless or maybe he was just not contented with the attention I was giving.
I smiled painfully, this is what I hate the most.