About 3 weeks after me being kidn*pped, has been taking a toll on me. I've been freaking Castiel out on some nights. Other times, I'm not even there. The others would try to talk to me but I would just stare like their not in front of me. April says its some kinda of PTSD from Luke k********g me and beating on me. One thing out of this, we didn't tell my father about it. That would make things worst for me. Over time, it would take awhile for me to heal over it all. As my due date was coming, Castiel and I was getting more excited for it to come. I just couldn't wake to hold my son in my arms. About a few days of me coming back to somewhat normal, I had told Cas my dream I had when Luke took me. How our son was name Peter and that he wasn't that old and could already turn into a wol

