Riley. It would be an understatement to say my family wasn’t happy that I ditched them, but I don’t always have to be around them. Besides, it's not like I'm missing anything; I've seen the show a thousand times. Now, if it were "The Nutcracker," then yeah, I would be disappointed, but it’s not. I still can’t believe I agreed to spend one night with Alec just so I could spend the night at his place with Lucy. If this will end whatever it is between us, then fine, so be it. However, as I consider that possibility, I begin to feel a little sad. I love having him touch me, knowing he wants me just as I do him, but that doesn’t matter. I’m risking everything to give him what he wants. My brother didn’t speak to me last time, and I dread to think what will happen if he finds out we slept tog

