Alec.
My OCD was in full force when I arrived at the hotel. When I saw Riley, I thought she would calm me down, but when we had s*x It didn’t and all I could think about was taking her over again Now I've done it; my mind is quiet for the first time this morning, so I can think straight.
I feel terrible for how I treated her. I was in a rush and only thinking about my own needs at that moment, which was wrong. I plan to make it up to her next time by making sure she is satisfied instead.
Right now, she stands in the middle of the hotel room, her hands on her hips as she looks at me with my phone to my ear.
“I know, Little Mouse, I know, but right now there is nothing I can do,” I think to myself as I listen to Julie threaten me over the phone. “I swear if you’re f*****g another woma
