Alec.
I’ve been stuck in this hospital room for the last three days, and I can’t take it anymore. That’s why I discharged myself. When Julie showed up, I couldn’t stand to look at her. Every time she touched me, I felt physically sick. I don’t want anything to do with this woman, but I’m caught in a situation where I have to be involved. If Riley gets hurt because of me, I will never forgive myself.
When Riley admitted to loving me, I wanted to forgive her and let everything go, but I knew I had to do the right thing for her, even if it wasn’t what I wanted.
Thankfully, Julie had something to do today, so she doesn’t know I’m discharged. I have this overwhelming urge to wash my hands repeatedly to get her off my skin, but I can’t, and it’s driving me mad. I wouldn’t even be able to sc
