CHAPTER NINE
1637 Words
Riley.
At the end of the night, I'm so drunk that Alec places me over his shoulder to keep me from tumbling down the stairs of his office building. But I'm not the only one who's had too much to drink; he has, too. I don’t know why he decided to drive here, but at 3 AM, we climb into a taxi
. It was already waiting for us outside as I held my heels. “You can put me down now.”
“What, so you can face plant on the pavement? I don’t think so.”
I didn’t plan on staying as long as I did, but honestly, I was having so much fun that I forgot about everything. I even ended up getting a kiss on the cheek when someone named Derek came along holding mistletoe. Safe to say, Alec didn’t like that; the look he gave was one of intent to kill.
It irritated me. I’m not a little girl anymore; I’m a grown woman. If I want to be kissed on the cheek, I will. He’s just as bad as Jackson, but I get it—they’re trying to keep me safe.
Back home, I go to my room; with a little help from the floor, I may have crawled.
Once inside, I climbed into bed, not bothering to take my clothes off, but as my head hits the pillow, my phone rings. The alcohol pulsing through my veins makes me forget to check the caller. “Hello…”
“So now you want to answer my calls after days of ignoring me?”
Fuck f**k f**k. “Liam, what do you want?”
“Are you drunk? You can go out drinking, but you can't speak to me who were you with”
“Excuse me”
“You heard me. Who the hell were you with?”
He has some nerve — here he is acting like he has a right to know what I’m doing. “It’s none of your business,”
He sighs. “Come home, Rye. i have let you have your tantrum; now come home.”
I can’t help but laugh. “Home! There is no home. Are you delusional? We are done. And in the next couple of days, you will receive the divorce papers.”
His sweet attitude changes instantly “You’re such a f*****g b***h honestly, the only reason I married you was that I knew you would help me leave that country. I never loved you. You're so gullible that it was easy for you to believe my every word. No one will ever want you, Riley. You have no personality You are boring as hell, and it’s sad I wasted six years of my life with you”
I never wanted to cry over this mother fucker again, but no matter how hard I tried to suppress it, the tears flowed. I shouldn’t care, but those words cut me like a knife. My heart aches as I let out a sob. “f**k you.”
He scoffed, “Like I would. You're nothing special; if anything, you're worthless. I will gladly sign those papers. You know why? Because I will move on while you're all alone, being pathetic.” Before I could say anything, he ended the call.
Throwing the phone next to me I bury my face in the pillow sobbing. Have I really been this blind? Was the marriage we had all a lie? Maybe he’s just lashing out but what did he expect me to do sit back and stay with him while he slept with every tom d**k and harry, I’m not stupid no one in their right mind would put up with that I respect myself too much to stay.
I put so much effort into everything, and what do I get in return? A slap in the face. As I wrap my arms around the pillow, pulling it close to me, I let it all out. As the minutes pass, I no longer feel alone.
Looking up, I see Alec, his face expressionless as he gazes at me. Without saying a word, he comes over, pulls me up and wraps me in his arms, holding me tightly.
His warm embrace and firm grip make me cry harder. I've needed this—I’ve needed someone to hold me together, so I don’t break completely. I haven’t allowed anyone to comfort me since I arrived. Sure, I've hugged my family, but this feels different.
My tears are soaking his shirt as he gently strokes my hair. But all too soon, he pulls back to look at me, taking my face in his hands. He asked, "What happened, Little Mouse?"
"He told me he never loved me, that no one would ever love me, and maybe it’s the truth."
His eyes darken as he leans in closer. “Don’t ever believe a word that comes out of that piece of s**t’s mouth. Any man would be lucky to have you by his side. Just look at how loving and caring you are! No matter what, you always put the people you love before yourself. You are worth everything and more.”
The man I've had a crush on for so long believes I'm worth it as we both stare into each other’s eyes my heart begins to pound. And maybe it’s the alcohol clouding my judgment, but I find myself leaning in to kiss him
He freezes for just a moment before I hear him whisper, “f**k it.” he tightens his arms around me and responds with the same intensity.
Letting my hands side up his chest I begin to unbutton his shirt. But as I manage to get one undone, he grabs my hands. “Rye, we can’t”
“Don't pretend you don't feel what I do, Alec, that you don't want this as much as I do” Freeing one of my hands, I glide it down his chest until I reach the bulge in his pants. Whispering, “Because this is telling me something different.'"
He lets out a groan as I run my fingers along it. “You're as hard as a rock because you want me. "
I watch as he closes his eyes, while I begin to kiss his jawline, making a shiver roll down his spine. “Please, Alec”
Placing my thighs on either side of his, I sit down on his lap, tangling my fingers into his hair as he whispers “You’re my best friend’s little sister, I shouldn’t be doing this”
I couldn’t care less, I want him, and nothing is going to stop me from finding out what it's like to be with Alec Michael.
“I want you to f**k me to make me c*m for the first time”
He groans before flipping me onto my back, settling in between my legs, his body pressed against mine.
I spread my legs wide, as he begins to kiss down my neck, my core begins to ache, and I moan from the enjoyment of his lips on my already flushed skin.
“If he finds out about this, he will kill me”
“He won’t please I need this I need you”
He stares at me for a moment, then we become frantic as our lips touch. My hands go to his shirt once more, however. He doesn’t stop me this time, instead he grabs my dress, pulling it over my head, while I struggle to undue his buttons. He moves my underwear aside. His finger slips past my folds, making me moan while I hold onto his biceps, my back aching.
Closing my eyes I enjoy the pleasure relaxing into the mattress as I allow him to finger f**k me. He hits the sensitive spot inside me, making me moan. Biting his lower lip, I run my fingernails up his back, knowing full well I've left marks there. A tingling sensation begins to fill my body. Seconds later, my eyes close, and my breath comes in pants as I get closer and closer. My body lifts from the bed, and just as I’m about to scream, he covers my mouth, “Shh, baby”
How is it even possible to be quiet after he just did something Liam never could. Grabbing his arm to stop his movement, my body jolts as the last of my orgasm subsides. he looks down at me, “Now you’re ready for me”. Removing his fingers from me, he places them in his mouth.
What does he mean by ready? Why would I…. my thought trails off as I look down. My eyes widen at his length; he has to be at least 8 or 9 inches.
As he rubs his tip against my entrance, I squirm. I’m not sure if I’m ready for this.
He notices my hesitation, “I won't hurt you little mouse just relax for me”
I know he wouldn’t I’m just nervous I’ve never been with a man whose c**k is thicker than my arm ok maybe in exaggerating just a little. I relax the best I can and let him slip inside me, it's uncomfortable but not painful, maybe because he stops to let my body adjust to his size.
Pressing his body to mine, he places a piece of hair behind my ear as he asks, “Are you okay?”
I nod, biting my lip as his hips begin to move slowly at first until he picks up speed.
As he thrusts deep inside of me, he grunts, “You're going to get me killed” .
If my brother finds out, we are both dead, but in this moment, it's worth it.
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