Should i come with the shadow?
"Everyone will be happy and you will happy finally..."
That line's was straight to my heart and i felt happiness deep inside of me.
"Why are you smiling Ly?"
I was shock, when my brother looking at me confusedly.
"I just remember something."
He just nodded and talk to the chief of Police.
I can't see my parents crying behind that cell so i go outside.
I sat on the near bench beside my brother car and I just pay attention to the road.
Suddenly i saw my first love and flirting with a girl again, I was frozed when i see her.
Because it was my classmate and not only that, she was also my childhood friend.
My heart falls apart and i wanted to cry but i have no reason to that because first of all, I'm not his GIRLFRIEND.
"Stella, my darling you're always be my only one..."
"I wish that is true...." and i fastly covered my mouth.
Why did i wish again?
Bad Alyana.
"Just wish and don't be afraid Stella..."
Again why the shadow calling me Stella?
I badly wanted to know.
After a few minutes....
My brother came out in the police station and he was smilling evily again.
Maybe he was thinking something crazy and bad.
"Ly, i will be gone for 3 weeks and mom also dad will come with me.."
Are they leaving me alone?
"Ly, don't be sad and i will never leave you, remember i will come back and get you then we will live in USA happily."
"Okay." Then i smiled.
He began to start the car engine...
I just looked to window and the rain began to fall.
Maybe the weather wanted to make me happy because deep inside i was crying again.
I really love the weather because it is the one who really know what i felt right now.
I opened my brother car window and let my right hand touch every single of raindrops.
I know the truth the brother will leave me alone forever?
Because I'm a bad luck.
I'm just a adopted child.
Maybe i shouldn't born to this world.
Why I'm suffering to this kind of life?
Should i die?
My eyes are slowly shutting down.
Suddenly i saw my brother stopped the car in the middle of the road.
"Ly, what is happening to you?!?!?"
Why is my brother crying?
"Ly, please breath..."
I can't breath.
My chest hurts.
"Ly, just wait the emergency was on there way."
He carry me on his shoulder and run fastly.
I can see his tears are continuously falling down so i slowly wipe them with my hand.
"I love you my brother and all of you, thank you for being my brother and you don't deserve a sister like me...." My tears betrayed me and started fall down.
"Please don't say that...." He stopped and wipe my tears.
"I'm sorry kuya and i can't fight anymore, it's all my fault...." I started to cry out loud.
"Please fight for me and for us..."
I shook my head and smiled.
This is the End.
"The shadow was here to take me...."
After that everything blurred but wanting i saw my brother crying and shouting then the emergency team came.
Then my eyes finally closed.
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Where am i?
Why it is all dark?
I started to cry because i felt loneliness and fear.
"Stella, come here?"
Then i saw a hand and waiting for me.
Should i come with the shadow?
"Ly, please don't leave us...." I heard my brother's voice.
I should leave kuya, I'm so sorry.
"I'm so sorry and it was all my fault for not being a good mother, i promised when you wake up i will be a better mom... please just wake up my sweetie pie..." I heard my Mom's voice.
No Mom! It's not your fault.
"I'm so sorry sweetie and Daddy will be a good again, just please wake up and fight for us....." To the first time, i heard my Dad cried.
Why are they crying for me???
Why?
I'm not important.
Please Mom, Dad and kuya let me go...
I'm just a troublemaker.
Then suddenly a black smoke starting to cover me and i can't escape anymore.
Maybe this is were i belong.
I closed my eyes.
"Ly, i bought your favorite macaroons, you want it right ao wake up...." I heard he waa crying while we was saying that.
Now my tears are falling down.
I can't do anything because I'm just a useless child.
Please kuya stop it.
I closed my eyes again.
I heard some noise and tears.
"Merry Christmas!!!" They all say to me happily with sadness.
"Ly, Merry Christmas!!!" Then he laughed.
"Ly, i know it's Christmas and why I'm crying right now..." My brother said.
"Please stop that Ryker, you make your sister sad..." It was My ate Liona.
"Ate why are you sleeping it is Christmas so wake up." It was my innocent sweet little cousin named Maddy.
I cried and i really missed her.
But i can't go.
My time was near to the end.
"Beshie, why are still sleeping?" I heard my beshie voice named Tasha and she was crying out loud.
"Tasha, Ly will be mad if she heard you cry." It was my beshie Rose.
"Look Ly your making Tasha cry again so wake up." It was my beshie Nicole.
"Wake up lazy girl and you know your crush is waiting for you." It was my beshie Tiana and Queenie, they wanted to change the sadness vibes.
"See Ly, all of us love you and i wanted to see your drawing again..." My auntie Merida said.
All of them wishing me back but i don't wanna come back.
Suddenly i can't breath in this black circle prison.
"Ryker, call the doctor immediately!!!".... I heard my Dad in a panic voice.
"Please don't give up...." My mom started to cry.
And everything went black even I'm not waking up.
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"Ly, I'm happy you didn't give up..." I felt my brother is holding my hand right now.
"Ly, Mom was crying last night and Dad too because of this green notebook...." Then he started to cry.
No!
Why they reading that notebook?
"Ly, we're sorry for not being a good family to you and giving a pain like that.... please forgive us..." My tears are falling down.
"I'm sorry not asking you if you're okay and not....hugging when you're crying..."
Why are they saying that right now?
"I'm sorry when I'm not there when you feel alone and scared...." Then i felt he hugged me.
Stopped it kuya.
I can't breath anymore.
Then i heard a noise of my monitor in my heart beat.
"No!!!! Please stay with us....." My brother shouted.
"Please Mr. Flores you need to go outside...."
"Please Doc save my sister..."
"I will do what i can."
That is the lasting i heard.
To be Continued.....
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