I woke up the next day feeling a little foggy. I cleared the sleep from my eyes and looked around for Snow but she was gone. I guess she had to get back before her parents found out she stayed out all night.
“ We will see her later” MidKnight said.
Only, Later she didn’t show up. I came back for over six weeks and she never showed. Did she regret what we did, then it dawn on me. We didn’t use protection everything happened so fast that we didn’t think about it. As the thought crossed my mind I ran into their territory not caring about the clause I needed to see her and make sure she is ok and apologize for my negligence. However when I arrived there the place was a ghost town. I had been in such a rush that I didn’t even realize that no one stopped me at the boarder nor did I smell and other wolves.
“What the hell happened here?” Midknight ask pissed off at the scene before us. The place looked abandoned.
“I don’t know but we are going to find out.” I told him Damn it I never got the chance tell her that I want for us to be mates and now she is gone god knows where. I thought to myself
“Go to her room and see if we can find any clues to what happened here.” Midnight said concerned
“Fine but I am going to check the Alpha’s office first and work my way up from there.”
“Right well hurry the f**k up so we can find our mate”
“Calm down she’s my mate too” I yell back to him as he scowls at me
He rolled his eyes and sat tight while I made my way through all the rooms looking for clues as too what went down. I found nothing in any of the rooms however in Snow’s room on her bed was a letter oddly addressed to me as if she knew I’d come. I opened the letter and it read:
To my Dark Knight,
I am so sorry for this but what we did was a mistake. Lance that should have never happened. We have been best friends since we were kids and should always be honest with each other. You see while I will always love you for that of a friend my heart belongs too someone else. I promised this person my hand and now that I have tainted myself I must leave this place to spare my family and myself the shame and despair of knowing I didn’t wait for my mate. I found out David was my mate two weeks before we met again and he revealed to me that he is my mate and on my 18th birthday we will finally complete the mating bond. I know it is weird that he feel this bond before I do but he is older so maybe it works that way, but you and I… We went to far and now I have to move forward with my original plans to marry my mate and combine the packs. We lied and told my mate that I was r***d and beaten by rogues to prevent a war between David's pack and mine. Please forgive me for not telling you but I know you will find your mate and be happy. Please remember you will always be my black knight and I love you Lance.
Take Care,
Snow
“ugh…. I can’t believe this s**t. Find the bastard that claims my mate and kill him” MidKnight snarled
“Don’t worry I will” I replied balling up the letter and walking out of the house.
End of Dream.
I had woken up sweating and panting for air. I have been having that same dream over and over for the last two years. Each year the dream ends differently, one minute we are mates and the next we are enemies. Sometime I can't tell whats real from what not. My memories and dreams are all so different yet have so much in common and one thing that stand out the most is Snow.I started searching for her a few months after I turned eighteen and had my first dream. At first I thought maybe I was going bat sh*t not coming up with an explaination when oddly enough a letter came that struck me as strange. The letter stated:
Dear Lance,
I understand that you have been searching for me. I hope all is well but please stop I have no interest in starting a war what so ever. I miss you so much though I hope you have luck in finding your mate. By the way I have awesome news, my mate and I are expecting a son. I want to name him after you but I know that would probably be weird. We got married a few weeks ago and I am so in-love with him except for one thing. He wont allow me to train so I fear all my skill you taught me went down the drain. I guess that’s ok for now I will just teach my son. I hope one day all can be cleared up and you can meet him but until than please take care of yourself and focus on you. I am well taken care of and wish you all the happiness that I have. So for now this will be the last letter you will see from me, not that I have sent many but we need to live out our lives and if that means without each other than so be it. Without further ado please live your life and leave my family in peace.
Your Former Friend,
Snow White
After the letter and the dreams I started having memories and they all included Snow. I knew then that something was real if nothing else and that was her. I felt weird after readin her letter but I am happy that she found her mate I just wish I knew more about her and why I miss her the way that I do. I mean I suppose she is or was my best friend and now I just want to make sure she is ok and that is exactly what I will do but from a distance I don’t want her more upset with me.