Aurora I am so nervous. I’m trying to breathe through it, but I’m scared I might throw up. Levi is in our bedroom waiting for me to finish in the bathroom. He left to shower in one of the guest rooms while I showered in our bathroom. I’ve been in here for over an hour, preening myself for what’s to come. I’ve shaved everywhere that needed it, scrubbed my hair and body, oiled my skin, and dressed in se.xy underwear. I’ve waited for this day since I knew what se.x was, but I’m scared. I am because I don’t want to disappoint Levi. I’ve masturba.ted before, and I know how to get myself off. But I don’t know how to do the things men like their women to do to them. Oh, Goddess, what if I mess up? Levi hasn’t done anything se.xual to anyone else either, so he’s probably just as nervous as I a

