Axel's P.O.V I wrapped up my arms with bandages not wanting to get blood on my shirt. Yea, I cut myself. I haven't done it in a long time, forgot how good it feels actually. I can't stop thinking about Riley. No matter what I'm doing or who I'm with I always end up thinking about him. His baby blue eyes, his crusty blonde-dyed hair, his naturally red cheeks, his thin frame, his cute little nose and his full pink lips. I sighed as I sat down on the sofa. "At least the place is clean." I said to myself looking around my now clean apartment. My phone rang and I ignored it for the fifth time today. I didn't want to talk to anyone, I just wanted to be alone. I laid down on the couch and closed my eyes, feeling exhausted. I was running around today with work of my dads and I don't know why h

