We Found Each Other

always running away

It's clear that whenever Sharane brings Princess over, she seems to be in a rush to leave, almost as if she's trying to escape. Our conversations always seem to revolve around Princess, which I understand because she wants me to be involved in our daughter's life. But I also want to be a part of Sharane's life too. I can't help but notice that she doesn't seem to be involved with anyone else romantically. I would have heard about it. I'm starting to get a feeling she hasn't been with anyone since we hooked up. If my hunch is correct, then maybe I should be the only one she's intimate with. I feel like I need to take a chance and express my feelings. There's something about her that makes me believe she could be the one. Marriage never crossed my mind before, but with her, I can envision it. I can even imagine us expanding our family with more kids.

I know my mother would love it if Sharane and I got together. "My mother has been rooting for us to get together for a while now, and every time she sees Sharane, she never fails to remind me of how lucky I would be to have her as my partner," my mother would say, her voice carrying a hint of frustration. "You better make a move soon before a good woman like her gets snatched up by someone else." She keeps asking why we're not together now. Her favorite thing to say is, "You're going to let a good woman get away chasing all these hoes." I'm starting to think she's right. I can't keep holding her at a distance because of who her brothers are. I forgave her for not telling me about Princess. The thought of her being with someone else makes me see red. I'm going to mess around and hurt someone over her fine ass.

It's not just about her looks. I'm captivated by her presence. I felt an instant connection with her. I've been able to unravel the layers she tries to hide under. She is a woman of depth and complexity. Sharane is not just amazing, she is also extraordinary. Sharane's enigmatic nature only adds to her allure.

When it comes to Sharane, it's different. I care about her in a way that I can't even explain. I want to protect her, keep her safe from any harm. I know I'm not perfect, and I've made mistakes in the past. But I can't bear the thought of her being hurt because of me or anyone else.

I know I need to change, to be better for her. I need to be more considerate of her feelings, more respectful of her boundaries. I need to show her that I'm capable of being a better person, someone who truly cares about her well-being.

I may not be able to control my feelings, but I can control my actions. And from now on, I will do everything in my power to make sure she is happy and safe. I will do whatever it takes to be the person she deserves, even if it means letting her go if that's what's best for her. Because at the end of the day, all I want is for her to be happy, even if it means sacrificing my own happiness.

I need to stop playing games and make a move before it's too late. I can't let my pride and past mistakes get in the way of potentially being with someone who truly cares about me. I need to listen to my mother's advice and take a chance on love with Sharane. It's time to stop letting fear and insecurity control my actions and start pursuing what could be a great relationship. I need to show her how much she means to me and make things right before it's too late.