I See You

Insensate

〰️Come on let's go,

Let's go below zero and hide from the sun,

    I'll love you forever where we'll have some fun〰️

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Cold, distant, forgotten

Amelia lay in the ICU, eye lids struggling to stay open, her lips slightly ajar as she tried to breathe.

The air was thin, dawn had just broke and as the sun peeked from the clouds and kissed Amelia's skin and she winced in pain.

Everywhere hurt

Was it the physical pain or the fact that the person who caused her pain was one who she had been trying to reach out to for the past weeks?

The latter crushed her heart more.

Why?

Why? Why? Why?

A nurse walked in, it wasn't until she was close up that Amelia made out her features.

Lily

The silence in the room was deafening and even though they were not friends, Amelia was in dire need of closure.

"H-how are you feeling?" She asked and Amelia, voice shaky

It was a foolish question to ask but the nurse couldn't think of any other sane thing to say.

After all, it's beats asking; what did they do to you in there? 

Amelia only groaned in response.

Lily subtly nodded and walked over to the corner of the room we're a metal tray lay, on it were Amelia's drugs.

Lily's hands shook violently as she gazed upon the drugs she was to administer to Amelia.

It was clear to her at that moment what they were trying to do.

And it certainly wasn't to cure her.

She gulped and picked up the syringe, once she turned and faced Amelia, she put on her most convincing smile, the smile every nurse is expected to have, the signature smile that sends the message;

"You're going to be okay"

Amelia knew better, but fighting was futile so she only lay there, immobile, awaiting death, for it would be far better than the torture her mind could only phantom was in store for her.

Lily held Amelia's frail hand in hers and injected the drug into her veins.

The poison now seeping through her blood stream.

Three Days,

Amelia has three days left to live.

What she did to deserve this?

That was the one question no one could answer and it was in this moment Amelia wondered why this current situation wasn't a schizophrenic event.

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The yacht was beautiful.

I knew Dean had gotten a promotion, but enough to afford a yacht?

Surreal

Today's our 2nd year anniversary and I really thought he forgot.

That was until he told me to be ready at 7 and blindfolded me when he picked me up.

Now I'm gaping at the beautiful white yacht in front of me.

I felt hands rub my shoulders lightly and feathered kisses being littered down my neck.

"What do you think my love?" I smiled and turned around, wrapping my arms around his neck as we swayed to the music in our heads.

"It's amazing Dean" I reply and lean up to kiss him briefly on his lips

He groaned at the quick gesture but led me up the stairs.

The view of the city was remarkable, like it was painted by a true artist.

Dean stood by my side as we admired the view

"Beautiful isn't it?" I ask

"It's alright but I'd rather watch you instead". I bite my cheek to hide the smile that struggles to appear on my face

"You're so corny" My reply is soft because his choice of words hit deep

Dean leads me to a small table, we both sit and a waiter comes up to us not long after and hands us both menus

After staring at it for a while, I realized, I didn't know what to order so I smiled up at the waiter

" What would you recommend?" By his looks, I could tell he was French and his accent confirmed my theory

"Oui madame, the chef is famous for his Almas Caviar"

I smiled widely at Dean who had his head buried in the menu

I looked back to the waiter "Well then Monsieur, Caviar it is"

He simply nodded and turned to Dean "And you sir?"

"I'll have what the lady is having" Dean said as he closed his menu

The waiter left and it was just Dean and I.

I quickly dig my phone out of my purse once I noticed Dean look away and looked up what Caviar's were.

One word; Disgusting

People actually eat these?

Rich people

After placing my phone down I turned to Dean and realized he just put his phone back as well.

Once we both saw we were sharing the same expression, we let out a loud laugh.

"Burgers?" Dean asked

"Please"

Luckily l, the yacht was stationery so we could easily get off.

Five Guys have the best burger, argue with your mirror.

I have always loved their bacon burger and shakes. Dean on the other hand, hates them.

We walked in to the fast food restaurant and all eyes were on us. Obviously because of how overly dressed we were.

After getting seated, a waitress walked up to us not long after.

She looked to be in her late forties with fiery red hair, green eyes and dark brown freckles.

She looked a lot like my mum.

"Aren't you two the cutest thing to walk on the surface of the earth?" She began and I couldn't help the heat that rose to my cheeks

"Thank you ma'am" It was Dean who spoke

"Oh please" The waitress began "Just call me Sally or Sal for short"

"Okay Sal, can I get a double bacon cheeseburger with large fries and chocolate shake?" Sally raised her brow at me before smiling and writing my order down on her notepad

"We'll cover me in pixie dust and call me tinker bell, A girl that can eat" she said with a chuckle and looked to Dean "This one's a keeper. We have girls that come in ere and eat nothin when they're on dates, but then alone, they eat like cows" she finished off with a chuckle

"And what can I get you mister man?" She asked Dean

He stared at his menu a bit longer before deciding

"I'll have your grilled cheese sandwich with a Brooklyn Lager" Sally wrote it down

When she finished, she put her hand on her hip and gazed at us

"You got something special going on here, you two. And it ain't the skin" with that, she left.

I hate dates

I've been in a relation ship for a year now and I still feel so shy when ever I'm around Dean. I was caught up in my thoughts when I noticed Dean staring at me. I stared back and we just sat there gazing at each other until our food came over.

I wonder what was on his mind

"Aren't you two just the most adorable thing?" Sally made her presence known and I looked away from Dean.

"I remember the first date , I had with my husband, I would say we kinda looked like you two when we were younger. I think -"

"Thank you so much for our food"

"Dean" I scolded and looked to Sal with a small smile "I apologize for his...behavior. Please continue"

"Oh I'm sorry, I guess I just don't know when to stop. A lot of people say I get caught up in conversation. Enjoy your food darlings. "

She left and I glared at Dean while he just shrugged

"That was so rude" I said as I sipped on my milkshake but Dean didn't even say anything.

"I'm going to be on my period for three months" I said and busied myself with my fries

"Lia come on" Dean said with a pout but I simply avoided his gaze and continued with my fries.

"You better apologize to her Anderson" and he finally sighed

"Fine, fine. I will". I gave him a wide smile and blew him a kiss

"Better" I picked up my burger and moaned at the sight.

This burger is about to do things to my body.

I bit into it and felt satisfaction run through me.

" Imagine how the caviar would have tasted", Dean said with a stuffed mouth.

My face was filled with disgust at the sound of that.

" I don't even want to know " I said with my hand up "But honestly how is that even edible? "

"Rich people eat the weirdest things sometimes" I nodded in agreement

"Thank God we're not rich, it's not like you didn't rent a yacht" He let his head fall back as a throaty laugh erupted from his throat.

The evening went on smoothly.

Dean and I spoke about school and I ranted to him about how I wanted to drop out and become a stripper.

Let's just say I earned myself a spanking for later.

I called for the cheque and a male waiter came forth with two glasses and a bottle of Moêt.

I looked at Dean with a raised brow as the waiter filled both our glasses with the champagne.

Dean stood up and started shifting uncomfortably.

"Amelia, I've love you, from the day you almost burnt me alive with acid during Chemistry.." he paused and got down on one knee

My breath got caught in my throat and my eyes began to water.

"I knew then that I wouldn't let you go. We've been through so much together, you stayed even when any rational person should've left and I love you for that. For every curve, flaw of you, I love it. I love you". Dean reached behind him and a black velvet box appeared

My heart rate increased and my tears had long gone fallen from my eyes as I slapped my hand over my mouth to stop the sobs.

This is happening

He popped it open, revealing a silver ring encrusted with an emerald. It was so beautiful

"Dean..." I whispered but he shook his head as if to silence me.

"Amelia Davis, would you do me the honor of becoming my..."

Before he could finish, I ran to him and tackled him in a hug as I showered him with kisses

"Yes! Yes! A thousand times yes" He pulled back and slipped the ring on my finger.

It fit perfectly. It was then I remembered where we were and I heard the people chanting and clapping.

I blushed and when we stood up, Dean pulled me to him and kissed me.

It was a very brief kiss, once it was over, he pulled me to him and held me in his embrace.

"I got engaged at Five Guys" I said with a small laugh "unbelievable"

Dean look at me and smiled "At 18 too"

My eyes widened in realization "Oh my God! I'm 18?! I'm 18 and I'm engaged! This is madness" I said but continued laughing out of sheer happiness

My hazel eyes met Deans Emerald ones and I kissed him over and over and over again. Kisses to which he complained about being to short.

"You're a man with a lot of surprises" He paid and left the restaurant hand in hand.

The sky was crying but we couldn't care less

"The night isn't over yet my love. We still have a long way to go" he said and wiggled his eyebrows suggestively

Naturally, I'd swat his shoulder or roll my eyes at his antics but I leaned in and whispered instead

"Surprise me Anderson" I said and winked

To say he was shocked at my response was an understatement, he hoisted me up in his back and started running to our apartment in the rain.

The moment was refreshing and I closed my eyes, enjoying the rain falling upon my skin and wind rippling through my clothes.

My eyelids opened up slowly and I looked around.

And that's when I saw it.

Something shining from a corner

"Dean" I called out and he stopped

I let my feet touch the ground and started walking to the shimmering object

Dean called after me times without number but it seemed the whole world was tuned out.

I found myself in a narrow alley.

  The only light present was the object that caught my eye and it seemed to be at the end of the road.

I walked, as if under a spell, my feet continued to live until the light was directly in my face.

I tried shielding my eyes from it but they dimmed, as if noticing my presence.

There was a stake

Tied to the stake was a man.

A man I knew very well, a man I thought existed only in my dreams.

"Damien?" His head snapped up

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Hello people!!

Yes,yes, I know, I'm a b***h for not updating sooner but guys, it was for good reason

I literally finished Supernatural and Dean Winchester died

So yeah, I put myself in self isolation and forgot about this book

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Anyways, I hope you LOVED this chapter even though it's probably the shittiest one I've written.

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If you did, don't forget to vote 

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Also, stream 'Good For You' by Olivia Rodrigo

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This story is slowly coming to an end and I'm so sad but all good or bad things must come to end.

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Okay I'm talking too much, bye