Ellie's POV: The winter vacation finished and I had to go back to school. It went well maybe except for New Year's party on which I went with Scott and Noah. I don't know what exactly happened, but I felt frozen again. Scott said that he'll stop doing this, but I guess that it was a lie. To be honest there is one part of me that likes it and another which doesn't. I don't know what to do. We can't keep doing this. For a moment, I thought that he would kiss me. Luckily he didn't. I'm not going to lie that if he has done it, I probably wasn't going to stop him. The thing is that I don't know what is going between us. We are best friends, but lately, that feels different. Now is my lunch break and I decide to go to the football playground. No one has practiced so I am alone. I don't know w

