Bitter Submission

Chapter Ninteen

|Ninteen|

|Luxinia|

Waking up with a giant of a man lying on top of me wasn't what I thought my morning would go like. I actually thought that Jesse would've let himself out at some point in the night. That was surely not the case. Instead, Jesse had wrapped himself around my body. His arms were like a vice wrapped around my waist. His legs trapped mine under his. His head was expertly positioned on my breasts. It was almost like we were two lovers. Like Romeo and Juliet. Aside from the pointless suicide of course. My eyes drifted to the expression on his face. Watching Jesse sleep was interesting. He was so calm. He was nothing like he was when he was awake. Jesse never let his guard down. Especially around me. He kept this insane and controlling personality with me. But last night, that was a part of him I wish I never saw and that I wish I saw often at the same time.

Only if he got drunk more often.

I wriggled my body slowly, hoping it would be easy to slide out from his hold. I silently prayed to the gods that he wasn't a light sleeper. So far, he was out like a light. I shoved my legs out under him first and then slid out like slime. I slid to the floor quietly and stared back up at him, noticing he was still sleeping. His lips were parted slightly, but that was all that changed. Jesse moaned slightly and grabbed one of my pillows, hugging it as if it were me.

Grabbing some sweatpants and a shirt from my clothing chair, you know that stack of clothes that people have piled somewhere; the clothes that aren't quite dirty but not clean either. I slinked out of my room. I changed out in the hall and walked into the bathroom, throwing my dress into the hamper.

The sound of the TV on and the smell of bacon and eggs got me making my way to the kitchen. Tess was sitting in the kitchen, eating breakfast while Jamie was cooking. They were both watching TV, which the news was currently on.

Tess frowned at the TV. "That's the fifth one this week, we're probably going to have to go hunting."

Jamie shook his head. "I don't like it when you and Lux go out like that. You guys are risking your lives for people who probably don't give two shits about you."

I stared at the television and nodded in understanding. There was another s****l assault. The cambions were acting up again. Those s*x beasts couldn't keep it in their pants. I found cambions absolutely atrocious. 

"Morning guys," I smirked and grabbed my mug, pouring myself some coffee.

Tessa turned around and smiled at me. "Why so happy?"

"Go peek inside my room, but be quiet," I replied, taking a sip of my coffee.

Jamie stared at me with his brow raised. "What's going on?"

Tessa shot out of her seat and ran to my room. She opened the door and her eyes almost popped out of their sockets. Once she closed it quietly, she ran back to us. "Why the hell is Storm on your bed sleeping like this is his house?"

Jamie almost spat out his coffee the second that Tess spoke. "What the hell?"

"He came over last night. I thought he was going to kill me. Turns out, he broke down on me and started crying. Then he just fell asleep," I shrugged like it was completely normal to have a greater demon in my home.

"Are you f*****g kidding me? Who the hell does this guy think he is!?" Jamie shook his head and dumped his coffee in the sink. "I'm going to work."

Tess gave him a kiss and frowned. "It's okay. He won't hurt me."

"No, I uh, I won't." A voice said behind us.

I turned around and saw Jesse standing with his jacket in his hand. His hair was picked up in a messy bun, exposing the shaved sides. He stared at me intently, never taking them off me.

"Jesse," I breathed, taking him in. He looked like absolute hell, but there was something different about him. He seemed more calm and more at ease.

Tess got up and half smiled at me. "I'll be heading to work. I'll see you there, or not," Tess smirked and followed Jamie out the kitchen.

Jesse stood there, his height becoming very apparent. He towered over me as I walked towards him. There was nothing awkward about Jesse, but at this moment, it felt like we were two teenagers alone with each other for the first time.

"Um, do you want breakfast?" I asked, darting to the stove, ready to make something.

Jesse stared at me, his silver eyes narrowing in hesitation. I felt he was as confused as I was. "You cook?"

I sighed. "Jesse, I'm not some succubus w***e that's only good for sex."

"No, it's not that. I knew someone who used to cook as well," He replied taking a seat at the table.

Was he talking about Seres?

I grabbed two eggs and cracked them into a bowl. I felt the heat of Jesse's gaze on my back. Turning my head slightly, I noticed that he was in fact staring. Was he staring at my ass?

Once the eggs were in the pan, I took a seat in front of Jesse. It was weird seeing him in my home, all normal. It almost felt like we were humans. I kept staring into his eyes and knew deep inside we weren't humans.

"So how'd you learn how to cook?" he asked, his eyes looking at the table as if he were hesitant to look up at my face.

"A friend of mine taught me. She used to watch humans do it and then she caught on. And I don't cook too much. Just the basics," I explained. One of Dom's maids was a succubus and when Dom wasn't home, she would teach me how to cook rice and eggs and just normal stuff like that. Once Dom how found out, he had her killed. I no longer learned how to cook anything else.

"Oh wow," he nodded, the silence soon becoming deafening.

I stood up and put his share of scrambled eggs on a plate. "Want coffee?"

"Yes please. My head is pounding," Jesse moaned.

I lightly laughed, but then I cut myself off suddenly, remembering who I was talking to.

I placed the plate of eggs down and opened the fridge for the milk and some fruits. I didn't know if Jesse likes any kind of berries, but I had just about all of them. I took out the containers and placed them on the table. "I also have cookies."

Jesse grinned. "I love cookies. Any kind of sweets really."

I thought about the whipped cream I had in my fridge. I shuddered, thinking about all the things that can be done with said whipped cream. 

Grabbing the container, I passed him a small plate of cookies. "How do you like your coffee? Black?" Like your soul.

"No. A lot of sugar. And milk," Jesse mumbled, his mouth full of cookies and eggs. Weird combo.

"Really? I pegged you for an all-black coffee type of person," I found myself smiling and placed the mug down in front of him.

"No way. I love sweets. Coffee is bitter. I like it sweet and milky," Jesse replied, taking a sip from his mug, "This is really good Lux. I love it."

I sat down in front of him and grinned. "I'm glad you do, I was afraid you would kill me if you didn't like it."

Jesse stiffened and raised his eyes towards mine. "I'm not going to kill you."

"I don't know that, Storm," And that was it. The little bubble of peace was gone.

Jesse whipped his head up and faster than my eyes could track, I was pinned against the wall with my wrists in one of his hands. Jesse had his hand lightly caressing my hair. His body was pressed flush against mine. "I won't hurt you, Lux. I promise."

His face was millimeters away from mine. I could smell the coffee on his lips, the faint smell of spice and the scent of sweetness from the faerie wine. Jesse being this close to me without me having no weapons unnerved me. But it also thrilled me. My body was becoming awake, and heat was flowing through my body. My senses expanded trying to see if there was any s*x magic, but there was none. It was unusual, Jesse wasn't drunk, there should be some s*x magic if I was feeling aroused.

Jesse lifted up my chin with his finger, forcing me to stare into his eyes. They look troubled and slightly haunted. There was a whirlwind of emotions all over his face and it was hard to grab on to any of them. He leaned in more, his lips almost touching mine. My lashes lowered and I found myself waiting for him to kiss me. I yearned for his touch. I wanted nothing more than for his hands to be on my waist. I craved for his body to consume mine.

And so I waited. I waited for him to take my lips in his and take me on a whirlwind of lust. I whimpered as he caught my lip in between his teeth. My toes wanted to curl oh so bad. I couldn't let them through. This wasn't a kiss between love. This was lust and nothing else. Jesse's hand was on my waist and I heard the distant sound of something shattering. I didn't care. I was so swept up in his heated gaze, I didn't notice that I was on the kitchen table.

My body ignited. It was too hot, my skin felt scorched. Jesse pulled on my legs, putting them over his shoulder. He brought my butt up, matching his crotch between my legs. Oh, he was so ready. And so was I. He gyrated his hips against mine and it felt like he was f*****g me. Jesse leaned over my body, lips brushing against my ear. "Now, I want you to repeat after me."

Jesse's voice against my ear sent ungodly shudders throughout my body. I felt my body ache.

I think I whispered okay, because Jesse then spoke, "Repeat this, 'Jesse won't hurt me. He promised.'"

My lips parted. "Jesse won't hurt me. He promised."

"Good." Jesse reached over and grabbed something from the counter. Next thing I saw, there was a cookie in his mouth. Oh god, I f*****g wish I was that cookie right about now.

He stared at me, a playful glint in his eyes. He was still thrusting against me, clothes still on. I never thought that watching a man eating a cookie while he was dry humping me would be so hot. Jesse winked and pulled out the cookie. "You want?"

I nodded, wanting more of him and not the cookie. I just wanted him so f*****g bad for some reason. My body was in overdrive and nothing else would sate me as he did. Jesse place the cookie back in his mouth and leaned in, the damn cookie parting my lips. I found my tongue sliding out and licking the cookie sexually, running my tongue under it and back at the top of it.

Jesse's eyes blazed.

He yanked out the cookie from his mouth and caught his mouth in mine. I moaned, tasting chocolate. My legs wrapped around his waist like a vice, wanting him inside me. "Jesse please. Stop teasing." I mumbled in between kisses.

Jesse kissed me deeply, his tongue entwining with mine. The sound of our open mouth kissing filled the room. My senses were going into a tailspin. This was agonizing. I just wanted him to f**k me, and f**k me hard and fast. He was going to slow and it made me want to burst at the seams.

"Jesse!" I cried out, grabbing at his pants.

"Lux, patience is key. I will explore every inch of your body in full time. For now, I must get familiar with the taste of your mouth," Jesse kissed my neck, "Next, I'll get familiar with your neck, marking you as mine. Every cell of your body will be screaming my name by the time I'm done with you."

I arched my back, craving him. "Jesse please. I want this so bad. Just give it to me."

Jesse tsked and then picked me up, locking his hands under my ass. He kissed me quickly and carried me into my room. He threw me on the bed and took off his clothes faster than I could blink. I stared at his naked body, my eyes soaking in every part of him.

Jesse stared at my body. "Take off your clothes. Slowly."

Every cell of my being wanted Jesse to rip off my clothes instead, but I followed what he said. I took off my shirt and threw it off to the side. Then I took off my sweatpants, making it drop dramatically on the floor. Jesse then crawled on top of me, opening my legs and staring at me. "Beautiful."

He slid a finger inside me and my body became alive. He took his time and pumped one finger in and out. I matched his rhythm slowly, raising my hips. I sped up slightly and that's when he pulled out. I moaned in frustration. I was seeing how hard he was and it angered me. He was hard as a rock with pre-c*m dripping off his throbbing member, yet here he was teasing me and himself. I groaned in frustration.

Jesse chuckled and sucked his finger. "Mmm, you taste as good as I remember."

"Jesse please," I begged, this was absolutely killing me. I never thought I could get this horny. Ever.

"Fine, love. Do you wish for a condom?" Jesse smirked, his silver eyes lazily looking up and down my body. We were immune to any s****l transmitted diseases as well as being sterile so there was nothing to worry about, but I greatly appreciated that he still asked.

"No, just get inside me."

"As you wish," He positioned himself in front of me, my legs stretched to the furthest they could go.

Jesse brought his glistening closer to my v****a, and he rubbed the head against my lips. My hips raised up, just wanting him inside me already. He nodded and pushed he inside first, letting me adjust slowly. I moaned and raised my hips, getting used to the feel of the tip of his p***s inside.

"f**k," Jesse groaned, placing his hands on my breasts. His fingers played with my n*****s, as he inched inside a bit more.

I truly loved the feeling of him inside me. I knew he wasn't completely in, but my p***y was already stretching around his throbbing shaft. "More," I mumbled, loving the feeling of his calloused fingers pinching and kneading my n*****s.

"Okay, this might get a little uncomfortable now," Jesse pushed himself all the way in, and my body convulsed. The sense of being full swept across my body. There was a twinge of pain, but I was enjoying this very much. Jesse was now thrusting in and out slowly, his head tipping back. I heard him moan and it sent shudders down my spine. I loved the sounds he was making. He was enjoying this as well.

"Oh fuuuck," I muttered, matching his thrusts. The steady sound of flesh slapping against flesh filled the room and made me even hornier.

"Get on your hands and knees," Jesse called out hoarsely.

I felt his hands come towards my waist, helping me get on my hands and knees. All while he was still inside me. He pulled my hips closer to him and I moaned, his c**k filling me up. His grip on my waist was getting tighter as his thrusts were becoming more powerful and faster. My breasts bounced as he f****d me, and it seemed with every thrust, his control was beginning to become unraveled.

"Jesse, yes!" I moaned, feeling his hands splayed on my back. His hands grabbed my arms and bent them behind my back, bringing my ass higher up. I loved this position so much, it made me feel like I was being f****d thoroughly. 

"Good, keep calling my name because we're just starting."

A/N: Hope you enjoyed, I know I did ;)

-Kae