|Forty-Five| |Jesse| If there were a small possibility that Seres was alive, I was definitely going to jump at it. I refused to leave anyone anymore. We were going to start this. If we were truly going to take Bloodtrei down, we needed to make sure he had no leverage against us. This, him having Seres--was his leverage against me. I would soon become a liability. I couldn't be a weakness to everyone else. I would be lying if I said that I didn't have feelings for Seres. I loved Seres. I would always love her. I loved her when she died and now that she's alive I can't leave her alone to that man. I refuse to let her be harmed by the likes of him. Alone in my room, I paced the small sections of space between my bed and the door. I needed to think of how I was going to do this. I needed

