The day i stopped loving

First Day Of College part 1

Tasha went home about a week ago and today is my first day at Sheffield, Hillsborough college, I'm not overly excited about making new friends i just want to get on with my work and get through the year.

The course I'm doing is photography and social media level 3, i love the way life looks through a lens and how one simple photo can be interpreted in over a million ways. my favourite type of photography is wildlife, i love animals way more then people.

i started my day with a shower at 5:45 as it will take me over an hour to get there and my first class is at 8 i need to be setting off about 6:30 in case traffic is bad, i definitely don't want to be late on my first day that would just be bad first imprecation, back home i was known as a bad ass and yes i can be your worse night mare if you piss me off but I've always taken my education seriously never got a grade lower then a B and never missed a day of school.

after I'm showered I go to my wardrobe and pick out some clothes, after looking for 15 mins i decide on a black and white stripe mid thigh skirt with light pink knee high boots and a light pink tank top and my black leather jacket that i bought the other day, for break fast i stick with a simple pop-tart i decide not to toast it today as I'm running a bit behind schedule and i need to hurry to get some fuel for my car, and I'm thankful that i pass a jet garage while on the way to college so i can also buy a monster energy ULTRA and once I'm back on the road i start to drink it.

By the time i get to college and I've found a parking spot I've finished my drink and both pop-tarts and I'm full of energy for the day and there isn't an ounce of anxiety in my body, Its 7:50 which means i only have 10 mins to get into college and find my class thankfully i already know what number it is, its just a matter of finding it and soon. 8 AM on the dot i arrive at my class, there isn't that many people already seated so i have many seats to pick from and of course i pick a seat that isn't close to anyone, by the time the tutor gets here there still isn't many people here, the class has maybe 20 people but 30 or so computers. As the class slowly comes to an end and I'm grateful when the tutor dismiss' us for lunch, the first class was full of introductions and you could smell the anxiety coming from everywhere but not me after my morning monster i was still full of energy and excitement for the year to continue.

Were told to be back at the class room for 1:30 PM as we will be taken on a tour of the college and then from 2:30 PM till 5 PM we'll be going out and taking photos which I'm very excited about. I'm no Annie Leibovitz but i think I'm pretty good, my mother thinks i have a real gift for it which makes me reluctant to try but i love taking photos its the best part of my day sometimes.

Once I've made my way to the cafeteria and i buy my food i can see there aren't many seats left inside so i decide to make my way outside its not bad weather and even if it was raining I'd probably still sit outside, as i take a seat and put my earphones in someones hand knocks my phones out of my hand to the table as i go to pick it back up the same hand holds it to the table, so at this point im beyond pissed why cant people just leave a girl to listen to her music, i think to my self as i take me ear phone out and come face to face with a familiar hottie "Lewis!?, what are you doing here?" i look at him confused, "nice to see you too becca" he winks at me making me giggle, "well i'm obviously happy to see you but you don't go to college soo?" he replied "yeah you're right i don't go college i'm just meeting my mates to go KFC, ooo wanna come gives you a chance to make some more friends?" i take a moment to think it over as i don't know these guys so maybe i shouldn't go, but my hunger takes over and i'm really craving some KFC chicken, "sure id love to come thanks"

" okay so this is Ricky, Dylan, Tyler and Ryan" Lewis says after walking into reception and stands next to 4 boys that look at lot younger then him "hey nice to meet you" Dylan offer me his hand as i say "you too" with a cheesy smile. He seems like a real gentleman although i don't think he is and the rest of then give me a small nod, which i thought was quit rude but they don't know me so ill leave it for now.

I'm quit surprised by these boys even though they're 5 different people they are all wearing practically the same thing, joggers and a jumper and they all have light brown hair although Lewis does have green eyes while Ryan and Tyler have blue and Ricky and Dylan have brown eyes but Dylan's have a hint of gold in them making him look very sexy, while thinking of how they look we walk to KFC and I'm only taken out of my own head once we get there when i feel someones are around me and Lewis says "so what do you want? I'm paying babe" I'm kinda shocked, no ones offered to buy me food but Tasha, "oh no its okay i have money, i can get my own" and at that Lewis starts laughing to his friends and completely ignores me until i walk to buy my own the he grabs my arm spins me around and says "i asked what you wanted not if you could afford it" "if you're sure i'll have a fillet meal with Pepsi" i reply after he lets go of my arm "okay great lets go order...