The day i stopped loving

Shop Till We Drop Part 1

I woke up quite pissed off today, with my mother shouting at mt little siblings at 6:15 because they had set a fire in the park. a basic description of Jace and Jade my twin younger siblings, they are annoyingly smart when it comes to everything, they are 13 and they have been kicked out of 4 different school for setting fires or just simply pissing about when they shouldn't be ad my mother has no idea how to control them, they get perfect grades in every school they are in but because dad left they rebelled like there's no tomorrow, i just don't care about the future or anyone around them. at first when dad left mother left the parenting to me and frank, well mostly frank because i was kind of rebelling too that's when i met Tasha and s**t went down hill for our family. my mother never turned to alcohol so i guess it could of been worse but it wasn't great either, she was broken for a long time until she met willy, who insists we call him 'dad' which no one ever does we usually just ignore him when hes around.

Anyways, the objective for today is shopping and i had made both me and Tasha an omelette as i took it into my room i realised Tasha was still asleep, "wake up b***h, you can sleep when you're dead!!" i screamed while jumping on her after putting the food on my desk. "get off me you fat b***h!!" she squealed "ouch! b***h, you called me fat!!!" i screamed while getting off her as she nipped me, "I'm sorry you aren't fat" she said as we both laughed about me trying to fake cry.

We both showered and brushed our teeth we finally got dressed, I was wearing a short black skirt stopping at the top of my thigh and my light grey knee high boots and a grey, red and blue plaid shirt only doing a few buttons and tucking it in to my skirt but not so you could see the bottom of the shirt and Tasha wore her normal black skinny skin tight jeans with a black vest top and her high top converse. although our main styles were so different we could easily switch it up, with the legs Tasha has, she looked great in knee high boots but she loved her converse same as i love boots. After another 20 mins or so we were both dressed made up and ready for shopping but of course my mother being the woman she i has to make a comment about how i look and that people will say stuff which i didn't care about i always gave a wink and a smile while my mother always didn't approve of when i was out with her once laughing at the memory of my mother shouting at me because at the time i was 15 and they could of been arrested but i never looked my age or acted, and please don't get the wrong idea I'm not a slut, I've only ever had s*x with one guy and we'd been in a relationship for over 2 years, I enjoy wearing the clothes I do and its even more fun to hear guys come up with creative things to get my attention which they never did, i'm only 16 and most of these guys were probably at least 10 years older then me. after a 10 mins lecture with my mum about me deserving whatever i get for wearing what i do i walked out been sick of her annoying voice.

Once both me and Tasha were both in the car i immediately put Spotify on the first song to come on was 'heaven' by 'Julia Micheals' and we were screaming the chorus at each other

"No need to imagine 'cause I know it's true

They say "All good boys go to heaven"

But bad boys bring Heaven to you

It's automatic, it's just what they do

They say "All good boys go to heaven"

But bad boys bring Heaven to you"we sang the whole song before i even started the car but then 'heather' by 'Conan Gray' came on and we decided before the song was to actually start i had to start the car and set off.

while driving we were singing and laughing to a whole bunch of different music genres. after about 25 mins of driving we finally got into town and found a car park, we made our way to Costa to get our usually coffee order and went to start shopping, while we were in primark we bought loads of pairs of sun-glass's and took stupid pictures of each other and i bought a load of new skirts that were longer then i would usually wear but they looked nice and while Tasha refused to let me buy her any new clothes however she did let me buy her a maccies until we figure out dinner which i was happy about, i was always up for McDonald's at anytime of the day.

We continued to walk and talk about boys and how college was going to be hard with out my best friend not being there and Tasha agreed. "its going to suck so hard that i wont be able to see you everyday, but you're still throwing that party next week when your mums away right."

"obviously babe, i need to make some friends and the best way to do that is have a pool party in the middle of October." i told her more details about when the party would be as we walked to shoe zone to buy more boots obviously, "so now you've got your boots can we go maccies I'm starving" Tasha whined at me while i simply nodded in response " we have to think of what we're doing for dinner as its already 2 babe"

" i was thinking maybe Chinese or kebab, its up to you, you're paying" she grinned

"we'll figure it out later, as of now nuggs time!!" i demanded, and as that was said we made our way to my car and put all the bags in the car and before setting off we put 'heaven' on again and sang our hearts out.