Seven Days of Sin

Part Six: His Glutton

Tuesday, Six days left…

I mostly slept all the time yesterday either because I am sleepy and exhausted or because sleep to escape reality. Thinking it will be fine, until it was no more fun; to do nothing in particular. I’m so used to working hard to be able to live and prepare I guess I need to do something else from sleeping hence I run to my old friend and carefully starts it engine. Yeah, I consider vehicles as a friend since I don’t have much anyone anyways this one is an old second hand pick-up given by Boss Ben that I just needed to brought in a repair shop. Now, I decided to go to a grocery store to have a haul so I won’t starve again.

I just pulled a push cart from it stacks so it’s now a ‘pull cart’ such a fool thinking I had then I walk in the middle of aisles and get anything that looks good not caring for the price. I was very thrift buyer before but now without much thought I line up already on the counter area. That’s when I saw the customer who’s currently on the counter ask to void a pack of candies because I heard the mother said to her kid that they don’t have enough money for that pack which made her kid sad. Too bad we can’t always get what we want I bitterly thought of so when it was my turn to the counter I added the candies on my cart for I’ll eat it to ease the bitterness and also to enjoy this little things in behalf of the kid and my past younger self.

I finished my grocery haul and I was famished so I stop by at a luxurious café for a breakfast wherein cost of one cup of its coffee can afford my one month consume before but that was past and now I just want to eat and eat. Hence my table was full of food while on other people tables they had less serving compare to mine but how come they didn’t empty their plate some are even halfway done. What a waste of food when there’s hunger all over the world. They should appreciate and eat properly like me I’ll make sure to eat every edible part.

There are this kind of moment after you ate, with a full tummy you’ll daze on nothing specific then got lost on your own thoughts. My mind keeps of thinking how could I contact Quinn and also Jillian appearance made me miss her. It was hard not to think about things when there’s nothing else to do so to resolve that I shall eat again. After all good food eliminates bad mood those I bought from the grocery was a lot but it wasn’t enough I am craving for a pizza so called out for a delivery.

While waiting for the delivery I turn on the stereo to play something lively because I’m having a pizza party. As the doorbell ring I immediately run toward the door and as I open it I was surprised for it wasn’t the pizza I’m craving for but it’s the person I crave a chance to see again; it was her---Jillian.