------------------------------------------- COLIN ------------------------------------------- When it comes to stuff like socializing and show business, I always would feel awkward and nervous. It is just not my forte. And as I watched this strange and glittering woman pull my David away from my grasp, a numbing feeling of loneliness suddenly seeped into me. I should start getting used to this. I should stop being so wary and doubtful and worried every time I get to see David being occupied and taken away from me... This was how it is all going to be starting from now. This was already happening. As I returned to the party venue I soon found myself sinking down the corner of the big space where I was soon engulfed by the heavy feeling of emptiness as I got swallowed by the bright view

