------------------------------------- DAVID ------------------------------------- Knowing about the plans that Colin had in mind and the way he had confessed to me his decision about his career and with the band had me feeling a little bummed about my own personal dilemma as well. That certainly changed things in my own perspective and how I would be dealing with things about my own ambitions and goals. To actually realized how much Colin was willing to sacrifice so much for our relationship made me feel that he was really in love with me. He really loves me. And I do not even know why I still felt the need to reassure myself... I already know how much he loves me. This just made it even more real. So what now? I thought about it deep and hard as I went along with the remaining of my

