I was hiding. I groaned. I was in pain. I was in need. I was in hell. I did not want to be away from him. But that was how it was supposed to be. His wife was here. So was his mother-in-law. My Aunt Marie. She showed her face to everyone, gave me a big kiss on cheek, a hand sewn sweater and left. She was not doing well but there was nothing we could do. Robbie and I needed to stop what we were doing because...it was wrong but... I was hiding because Robbie went from ‘I have never seen you before in my life’ to ‘you are the only thing I can see’ real fast. I was hiding because we almost had s*x in the kitchen storage room. On the day of party nonetheless, with delegated guests, various ministers, corporate tycoons, media personalities, friends, relatives but we could not see

