Was not expecting to come home to this, nothing could have made me believe that I would walk into my home and see my mother dead. But it is my on felt for giving myself false hope that mother would overcome the loss of my father but grief has won the battle today. My father died six months ago in a battle with some rouge wolves and mom as been grieving every second of the day, she doesn’t get out of bed, won’t eat and barely talks to me. But yesterday seemed like a good day I had got her to get up take a shower, wash her hair and face, she even ate a little bit. I felt she was going to get through it but no, I’m standing here looking down at her laying on the floor with her arms cut and blood everywhere. I can only mind link my grandfather to come to the house because I don’t know what to do, I can tell by looking at her she’s been died since morning. I don’t know how long I stood there until my grandfather and the Alpha showed up. I don’t even know who took me to sit on the couch in the living room but that’s where I am when the Beta and his mate comes in. The Beta goes in my mother’s room with the Alpha and is mate comes over to me. She’s talking but I’m so numb I don’t hear a thing she says.
I see them move her out of the house but I still can’t believe she’s gone I’m only 15 years old what am I going to do without no parents. I can’t go live with grandpa he doesn’t like me that much and I’m not really liked in my pack. They think I’m bad luck because bad things seems to happen when I’m around. Little things happen when I was a baby but when I was around 5 years old I was playing at the lake with my friends and my best friend Angie almost drowned. Now it wasn’t my fault but because I was there everyone said I did it but it was that Ward, the Alpha’s son and Angie’s brother. But who’s going believe me over him and after that a few more things happened that was his fault but he lied on me. He was my bad luck.
Hour later I was taken to my grandpa house, I hate this place since my grandma passed away deep down I think grandpa had something to do with her passing. If you seen how he was when he gets drunk you will understand why I feel that way. He’s a mean drunk. I pray I can make it through the next 3 years and I can be on my own well I only need to wait a little over a year.
Little did I know that I was going to get another unexpected surprise, it seems that the universe had other things to throw my way. My name is Takayla James I live in the Blue Mountain Pack in Santa Fe, New Mexico. I’m a 15 year old soon to be wolf that is now parentless and lost. Your probably saying will you have your grandfather but did you forget I said he doesn’t like me much, yeah he probably going to get rid of me some how. Just hope I don’t die.