Chapter One

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Grey POV ◇◇◇◇ I open my room door All my toys which I used when I was a kid , the letters my mom used to write for me The emails she used to send me Our pictures together Everything,  which made us All piled up in a box , as it lays down under my bed I push the box beneath so I will never see that again I don't want to see those again It reminds me of her and the fact that she's never coming back And the fact that I wasn't there for her,  while she was dying , is something I'm still trying to process inside me She could have told me , what she was going through Cancer was not something you hide from one person , especially when that person is your only son. I throw my bags , as I dig for my stuff A wave of anger , anxiety striking inside me Building a rage inside me ,  that needs to calm I finally find it , next to my school transfer papers Fuck it I tear open the packet and sniff the powder , my hands shaking The crack gets my brain kick started I fall down on my knees as I stare at the mirror in front of me "I don't even know you " I throw my phone across the mirror The glass breaks and my phone hits the ground , breaking into two pieces My heart rate , increases as I stare at the broken pieces I need to get out of here Yeah I open my window , to see if anyone's there around But my blurred vision , makes it difficult for me to judge I jump off my window and take the support of the tree next to my room to reach the ground I start my car and I drive off before my great father realizes that  I'm not at home and I'm on drugs I don't know , how long I'm driving or where I am going The car honks behind me ,  driving me crazy "f**k off , b***h " I scream at the women whose trying to honk I know , I'm on the wrong side of the road But i don't care I need a drink I pull up in front of a shitty bar I almost , stumble on my feet as I get down from the car Great , I'm f*****g high AMD everything around me looks like a maze the circles surrounding me , trapping me inside "Can I have a shot " I put the money on the table as I slam my hands against the bar counter "A shot coming right up " I look up to the waitress who smiles at me "Grey ?"i turn around as I hear my name "I knew.  It was you I heard , that you were back home It's been two years Since I last saw you " I stare at the women , working in the bar I guess she's wearing a uniform But her face looks kind of blur "You don't recognize me ?" She scoffs as she crosses her arms Making her chest rise in the tight shirt , she's wearing "Did we date anytime back ?" I ask her , as they serve my drink She let's out a small laugh "No we didn't Shelly Andrew , Remember? " It takes me a minute to grasp the name falling from her mouth Andrew? I remember , she was our neighbor But shifted like years ago But she's a friend Who I don't remember,  obviously "Yes The neighbor " I gulp down the drink "Keep it coming,  sugar " I wave at the waitress whose happy to be referred as sugar by me She looks fine though , Shelley Andrew "Lizzie , he's still in school Your not suppose to serve drink for underage guys " Shelley takes the drink on the counter as she eyes at the waitress , Lizzie "Are you my mom ? Fuck off Give my drink " I snap it from her hands "Okay Big mouth , I don't know how John left you in But I guess you already had too much to drink That's enough,  you need to get to home " I laugh at her words She's hilarious "Wait , Grey . You are stoned . Did you take drugs ?" She asks me , as she holds me by my shoulder "You want to f**k ?" I ask her Sometimes people care about you because they want something in return But Shelley , just laughs like I cracked a joke "I will f**k you " I look up to Lizzie Who gives me a wink "Great "I get down from the bar stool But my leg hits to the counter and I hump on my first step "Grey Let me drive you home Lizzie , can you cover for me Till I'm back ? I promise , I'll be back soon " Shelley , takes my arm putting around her shoulder as she helps me to stand "Lizzie,  come on Atleast give me a blow I got money " I shout ad Shelley drags me through the crowd "I'll do it free for you,  Babe " Lizzie shouts back "Okay , put the seat belt on " I stare at Shelley , what the hell is she talking about? Wait , I need a drink "Grey.  Nah Your ain't going back Come on I'm driving you home " she puts my seat belt on As she walks over towards the driving seat My head's start to ache as the cold air hits me Fuck I need some crack too "Do you have … Huh have some crack ?"I ask her , my voice strained Trying to cover my face from all the air hitting me "No , I don't And first of all the windows are closed I don't see any threat to you And secondly,  your f*****g high Grey I didn't even start the car We are still in the parking lot Waiting for the car behind us to move What happened? You look like a mess " I stare at the car glasses in front of me Are they close ? How high am I? "Shelley , you left your phone " Lizzie comes running towards the car As they clear the cars behind us , so we can move "By the way , how do you know such a hottie ?" Shelley just rolls her eyes at Lizzie "Tell me , who is he " Lizzie asks again As shelley walks over , starting the car "He ? He's the Principal's Son" 
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