Bonded wolf

Chapter 3

Ava's pov

When I awake the next morning I was so sore. The sun shining through the thin grey curtains. I looked around me seeing I was in a bed for the first time in my life and was wrapped up in blankets. I turn my head keeping my body wrapped in the blankets and studied the room I was in. After a few minutes I realized I was in Abel's bed. I look around and see my clothes laying in the basket by the door

I slowly move the heavy and warm grey blankets. I look down and see I was in different clothing and my legs were clean. He bathed me and changed me. He must have been disgusted by me.

"Stop it ava, he saved you!" Lyra whines

"Lyra are you okay?" I think while still looking at myself in someone else's clothes. His large black tank top fit as a dress and I had a pair of black socks on that went almost to my knees. Then it dawned on me.

"Lyra he seen me naked. He put clothes on me . That means he saw all the marks on us." I say as I begin to curl back up into the blankets wanting to cry.

"Ava he was gentle with you. I felt him caring for you for a long time to not wake you. He did not want to scare you. We were really badly hurt. He cleaned your wounds so it didn't get infected." Lyra hums at me.

I feel a blush creep on my checks. No one has ever cared for us. I lay back with my head on a small pillow. I cover myself fully and face the window and just take a moment to think.

After about twenty minutes I got up and walked over to the window and looked onto the huge city. I watched as people are jogging and others heading to school in uniforms. It has to be around 6 a.m. from the position of the sun. I get so lost in the sight I sit on the ground my knees tucked under me. I place my head onto the table next to the window and dozed back to sleep.

I woke up a few hours later with a small blanket over my shoulders. I guess Abel came in and covered me. I get up and do my normal tasks. I dust the bed before making it. I grab a rag from the table beside the bed and clean the window and surrounding area before sitting back onto the ground.

After about a hour my stomach begins to turn and my throat feels like it's being crushed. Alpha Black has taken a lover. My wolf starts whining loudly as I dig my stomach. I start to cry lowly on the wooden floor. My claws start to form and as I was about to cut myself the door flings open.

"Ava, what is going one!" His eyes no longer red but golden. He rushes to my side grabbing my claw and pulling me to his lap.

I lay on him crying in so much pain not able to talk. My head hurts so badly I begin to feel faint. I am covered in sweat. Abel rubs my hair trying to keep me calm so I don't harm myself anymore. I grab the shoulder of his shirt and bury my head into his chest breathing his scent in. I manage to expose some of his neck and chest. I look up at him as he stares at me worried his eyes still gold since I am bleeding. He places his open hand onto my face and rubs my tears away. I snuggle closer bringing my face under his jaw my forehead rested on the side of his neck while my lips graze his jaw from the way my head was turned.

I could hear his heart start to pick up pace as his scent became more pronoune. He was excited but my actions. My wolf begins to calm as I lay my body in between his legs on his lap and my chest against his. I lay there for awhile. Abel just sat there not talking just comforting me as long as I needed.

I move my head around his neck nuzzling to thank him. He sighs heavily as I feel him tense under me. My wolf begins to get happy for the first time in years.

"I like him. He cares for us. He loves our touch." Lyra bounces.

I smile and laugh a little before sitting up on Abel's lap. I look at him happily and chuckle a bit as Lyra bounces all over the place.

"What's funny?" He says as his eye return back to red. His checks a pink colour as a strand of his dark blue hair falls on his temple.

He runs his hand through his hair trying to get it out his face. I reach up and brush it back. My fingers grazing his very well defined face. His face is what I would describe as square almost. His eyes are almond shaped with long eyelashes for a guy, his nose is slightly crocked from a fight you could see and his checks were very defined and his lips were a light pink color almost blush. He had no facial hair but his jawline was square in shape. His features are strong and very eye catching. He is very attractive to say the least

"Severe the mate bond Ava" Lyra shouts at me.

"My wolf has taken a liking to you. You make her happy" I said my hand still in his hair as my other hand holds onto his shoulder. My eyes fixed onto his hair.

" What do you mean? How do I do that?" His voice confused. He looks at me puzzled.

"You don't judge us. She is happy you have chosen to protect me for the time being. I must say it's the first time she has even been this happy. Even when I seen my mate she didn't speak." I say playing with his hair and my body leaning on him.

"It is not my place to judge you, Ava. I'm happy I could help though " Abel's hand in the small of my back and took a deep breath causing his jaw to clentch. I run my finger over his jaw.

"Thank you for everything. I will be leaving today. I can't bother you anymore though." I say rubbing my face against his neck.

"No you can't leave yet. I don't mean to sound controlling but you are not fully healed and have no where to go. You just woke up and nearly hurt yourself. What happened?" He said worried. I can hear his heart still race.

" My mate he has taken another lover. It happens alot. He won't accept my rejection making me feel everything. I rejected him as my mate but our bond hasn't severed. Meaning two things he either hasn't accepted it or my wolf wanted to hold onto the idea he would want us." I say nuzzling his neck letting out a slight pur.

" If him being with another can cause you to nearly kill yourself is there nothing you could do to force him to break the bond." His voices becoming loud making me these up. He realizes he scared me and hold he close again rubbing my head.

"The only way if it is on his side is to either have him reject me or pick a chose mate. It can take years before wolves can find a second chance mate. Others are lucky and can find them immediately" I say whispering

"Has your wolf cut him off fully?" Clearly sad at the thought I may still want my mate.

"She said she was cutting our bond when he was with his lover. So I guess she wanted to hold on. She sensed you and finished our rejection. She likes you as I said." My eyes fixed back onto his.

"Is that normal? A wolf to take a liking to a vampire. I never heard of it before. I have seen the having hate s*x but never of loving relationship. Not that I don't care for you. I just worry that one day you may attack like other wolves do." His eyes look down as if he is scared of me.

"I am not like other wolves. My whole life I grew up hating my own kind. I learned at a young age it doesn't matter what someone is everyone has monsters. Some bigger than other but one cannot judge without knowing. My wolf isn't normal. We shifted earlier. My wolf is not normal like my human form.

"What do you mean your different?" His eyes confused.

"I am a runt it's easy to see though most of us die at birth I survived. My wolf is small and quiet. I never craved attention or to be touched like most wolves. I never wanted mate. I knew I should never bare children as they will be killed because of me. That's why when I met alpha Black I rejected him. I mean his attitude didn't help his case." I said sarcastically.

"My life has been nothing but a battle to live. I will be damned if I die from a w***e of a mate. My wolf and I just want someone who can love us as we are and willing to accept it " I say sorrow filling my eyes.

"So your wolf likes me? As in thinks I'm cool or enough to allow me to do this." His face watching me playfully as he puts his hand behind my head pulling me gently to him. I follow his lead and allow him to kiss me.

His kiss was so different than anything I experienced. His mouth gently placed against mine as if scared I will break. I leaned in kissing him harder as he ran his hands, one stayed on my back and the other grabs a hold of my butt. I grab his hair in one hand and rub my other hand down his chest. My legs now open across his lap. My body fully straddling him.

He lets out a slight moan not breaking our kiss. I start to slowly rock my core against his shorts feeling his c**k grow under my weight. He picks me up not breaking the kiss bringing me to the bed. His body on top of mine but not placing his weight on me. He lifts his head up looking at me full of lust as I continue to rub my body against his c**k. I look at him playfully grabbing him flipping him onto his back. My body back on top of his I kiss down his jaw my hands rubbing his massive c**k through his shorts. I kiss down him slowly as he moans and groans from pleasure. I stop my kisses just above his waistband. I look up at him making sure this is fully what he wants. He looks at me full of desire.

"Are you sure this is what you want? We don't have to do this if you don't want to. I will be okay if you want to stop here." He says grabbing my face and bringing it back to his. He looks at me worried that I would regret this.

"I am sure I want this. We won't go all the way. Just let me please you Abel. I won't go to far today." I say my words coming out very seductive.

Once I finish my sentence Abel drops his head back down and enjoys my hand rubbing him as I kiss on his neck. His hands begin to wander my body stopping at my breast as he lifts the shirt over my head and begins playing with my n*****s with his teeth. I let out a loud moan as his fangs graze my skin. I have never wanted someone the way I wanted him.

My body positioned with my breast in his mouth as he sits himself back up. The only thing on me is his underwear. I use this position to take his rock hard throbbing massive c**k out his shorts and rub my wet core against it through the underwear. Abel's head dropped back down as my core gets wetter and I begin to moan as I grind on him. His hands wrap around my waist keeping my body against his. I speed up my pace kissing his shoulder my canines fully formed. My core starts warming up causing a wave of pure Bliss to wash over me. I begin to squirt on his lap as I o****m. His breath begins to pick up as I release on him.

"f**k Ava, I'm going to c*m" his voice deep and full of lust for me.

I pick my pace up again. I move the boxers so there's nothing I'm between us anymore. My fully drenched p***y rubs on his member never letting him into me just between my folds. His moans becoming louder as I grind faster and harder. He grabs my ass holding it in place as he cums on the top of my v****a. I kiss his lips hard calming down from my o****m.

"Ava god that felt amazing" Abel whisper into my ear. My checks blush over what just happened. I look at Abel my hands wrapped around his neck.

"I'm not done with you yet." I say words coming out full of lust.

"I want more too but you have to heal. This isn't helping." He says worried about me.

I kiss him again pinning him under me. I strip down ignoring his protesting for me to relax.

" I told you I want to please you. I know that wasn't enough. I will be fine. I will not break by playing with you." I say a smirk on my face.

"Ava I want you too but we can have more later. I may want more of you but I don't want to push you to far" his eye watching me as I kiss his stomach.

"You don't want this? I can relax later. Right now I want you. If you say no I will back down." I say looking at him under me as my legs still straddle him.

"Fuck." His hand running through his hairas his other hand lifts me up laying me on the bed.