My Italian Alpha

chapter 4

    I turned around and walked away with the box in hand before he could say another word. I hopped into my black Chevrolet Camaro SS. Trying to speed off but he is in front of my damn car. I start the engine I’m not in the mood I will run his ass over now let him try me. I smirk and raise my eye brow. I start blasting Ava Max- Sweet but Psycho and revving my engine in warning but the i***t just raises an eyebrow and smirks. His eyes daring me into running him over thinking I wouldn’t do it. So, I pressed the gas hard hit him just a tap and he fell back so I backed out and drove around him.  

    Who does he think he is talking to me like that. Once I'm done with this crap, I'll be done with everyone in this crappy f*****g town. Serious brand-new computer or me building one I don’t care about the principal of things I just want to be done with all these male chauvinistic asses. Girls are supposed to be skinny blonds with tans and play volley ball cheer or have some dumbness disorder that makes them say stuff like omg and lol that so cute. Seriously those girls make me think the bleach seeped into their skulls to long. Hey maybe they left it in their hair to long we will never know what's wrong with them until we pop it open and check under the hood if you know what I mean. Most just think about sports clothes or s*x sometimes all three. Who am I kidding most the time they think about all three? 

    I’m half way home and I'm slightly going crazy right now thinking about this man that makes me want to punch walls. To say as much I'm not going to school tomorrow so I can get this done and be gone. Watch me disappear to Yale like they have been begging me to come to their school. I’ll be gone in two weeks at most 3 days if these teachers cooperate along with principal. I look in my rear-view mirror and see a familiar figure on a motorcycle. I shrug it off and start singing Billie Eilish – bad guy with the radio I start dancing in car to the song swerving. I smile at the cutie in mustang next to me and rev my engine a little and smile at him. I need to blow off some steam might as well. The guy in mustang wasn’t that bad looking but not as hot as Luca. Damn him I can't get him out of my mind I don’t know what to do a guy has never been in my head like this. He revs his mustang and I just laugh I can already tell if he races that over a 90, he going to blow the engine the sound and smell alone I can even here the tick tick of the belt about to snap. Wait I can hear that that’s weird my hearing and smell is getting stronger since I met Luca.  

    Well the race went well I beat the guy by two lanes. I walk into my apartment and smile at the thought of being out of this hell hole on a full ride scholarship along with free dorms thanks to housing allowance. I start going around the boxes and heading towards the bathroom to get a shower in before. Stupid teacher making me stay awake in their classes now I'm exhausted. I'm going to need to get a monster before going in now. I get undressed and hop in the shower when I get out, I get dressed and start putting on makeup so no one will recognize me. When I get up to leave, I hear a knock at the door so I start walking over probably the landlord needing rent. I open the door without looking not really wanting to deal with frank at this point in time. “Frank here's your money no I will not replace it with a blow job so back up and go somewhere else for that,” I tell him without looking. I hear nothing but a growl. “Who is frank,” Luca growls out. 

    “Oh, calm down old man it’s just my landlord. I’d never do that not for billions. He’s just disgusting,” I tell him getting annoyed I put money back in envelope and put it in the drawer near the door. I grab my keys and slip my heels on. I push him over and walk out locking the door behind me still not looking at him. I feel his stare on my ass being bartender has its perks just strip clubs have a uniform that not even a hooters waitress would wear. I know he's going to say something so while he's distracted, I walk past him as he stares daggers at my ass. “Where do you think you're going dressed like that,” he asks. “work,” is my simple answer to him. “Not dressed like that no mate of mine will go anywhere dressed like that beside my bedroom,” he told me sounding proud, I guess. I laugh and keep walking “I don’t know who you think your talking to but I work for a living for a reason and this outfit gives me better tips,” I shrug it off. “I'm not a spoiled rich kid who gets what they want I work my ass off for what I have so back off,” I tell him annoyed. By this time, I'm getting into my car and he's just glaring at me I think he learned from teachers not to put his hands on me I kind of freak. Probably another reason he doesn’t want me. f**k why am I even thinking about that he's got someone why would he want a kid like me. Get I'm talking to myself at least it's just in my head so he doesn’t hear just how crazy I am. I just smile and after a minute start laughing. He looks at me like I’m crazy. “why are you laughing,” he asks. “Because you couldn’t deal with my crazy. Listen I have stuff to do and no time to deal with drama I will be gone in a max time of two weeks now stay away. I'm not going to warn you again,” I tell him starting to laugh again. When my car starts Lizzo good as hell starts and I just smile. “Look I don’t need drama last warning I’m psychotic no one wants me and I am so good with that,” I tell him humming to the song. I smile and wave while he just stared at me with a look in his eyes I couldn’t place. 

    I pull up to the back of the strip club and park next to the bouncer they leave the spot open just for me. I’m a kid in their eyes who needs to be protected these girls and bouncers are some of the best people I know. The Christian people that come here and say that they need to find god doesn't know Lisa has 3 kids to support. Or Janey who left her abusive husband and needs to have money to go to college. Half these girls are here to support their family or sick relative or get an escape from their reality. I mean Sophia of all people she smells different but she's been here to take care of her grandmother. My so-called wolf says she's a wolf but I don’t believe that for a second. How could she have voices in her head to she looks so innocent which is why she wears angel costumes most the time. I walk in saying hi to Eddy the bouncer. He's a big teddy bear but scary when need be. I’ve seen him take a group of five guys who got to rowdy by himself.