Chapter Thirty Six
Jakes point of view
Fuck, life in the paddock is incredible, hectic, terrifying, but still amazing. Today is race day, and I am trying like hell not to show any of the pure terror pulsing through my veins as my girl heads out on track to race. I have done this a hundred times in the past, but I have never stood here with Molly as my girlfriend and the realisation of what could happen to her is stronger than ever before. I am stood in the pitbox, as Molly is out on track forming up for the race. Sab came over and put his hand on my shoulder.
“Mad Alex used to say to your aunty Nat when I was racing, if he does not look worried then she does not worry… Jake you have done this before, but for sure it is different now. But I say to you, do not worry unless I
