I might be lost

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I am feeling like my world is turning gray to black. I'd rather die  here. I  pushed him hardly and in the act of doing so, my head hit the corner of the sink. I never felt any pain but I feel something hot oozing from my head.  "What the hell!" I heard someone shout at the door and when I looked back, I saw Sheldon looking horribly shocked. Then his looks turned ferocious. He walked fast towards me so I crouched on to the floor in fear. I waited for him to hit me but I didn't feel anything. He seem to be telling me something but I cannot hear. My head starts to throb from pain. Still I am too scared to look at anyone. They will surely judge me as he did so despite the pain that I start to feel, I quickly stood up and run to my room on the fourth floor. Even if my eyesight is blurry, I was able to run fast. When I was about to close my door I saw Sheldon following me so I quickly locked the door. Everything that's happening seem surreal.  "Anna! Open this f*****g door!" I hear the unclear voice of Sheldon while he is knocking fiercely at the door.  She is too scared to do anything. All she wanted to do was to run and hide. Sheldon stopped yelling and knocking but after a while she heard loud thuds on the door. It seems like someone is forcing her door to open so she panicked and run to the window. Just as the door was forced open,  no one would expect to see Anna jumping down the window. It's the fourth floor for God's sake!" "Noooo!!! Anna, No!"  was the last thing she heard before she was engulfed by darkness. Sheldon's POV I have adored Rachel all my life but because of the turns of faith, I ended up marrying her sister Anna.I felt bad blaming her for everything but I was deeply hurt when Rachel married her best friend Daniel. Since then I started blaming Anna for everything.  Rachel is a soft witted and a gentle woman, it's the opposite of her sister Anna whose mischievous.  I noticed Anna acting  like her sister since the wedding night, I just don't know if she's trying to imitate her sister or what  but it's making me irritated. I even told her I can only consider Rachel as my wife on our wedding night.  One night I got home drunk and I ended loathing myself when I found out I slept with her  and because of my  stupidity, I put every blame on her just like I always do. I never wanted that thing to happen again so I told her about the divorce. The reason is because I am slowly falling for her so I did the opposite of how I feel . My heart should only belong to Rachel. That's what I thought. So I continued doing hurtful things for her to leave me. I knew it would hurt her so I brought home the woman I met at the bar. I even invited my friends back in college home.These are all because I am a heartless scumbag. When Alex asked about her, I got furious. So when Anna left the living room, I asked Alex to let her go but he just scoffed.  I just let it  go and started talking to my other friends and thus, I didn't notice Alex going to the kitchen and when I did I was too late.  I rushed to the kitchen and saw the most horrifying and painful sight in my life. Anna looks so small slouching on the floor with blood all over her face.  "What the hell. How dare you touch my wife Alex!"  I looked back at Anna and my world stopped.Just before I came so my senses, Anna is already staggering to her room. I followed her and started knocking her door but she doesn't open. My friends already noticed what's happening and even if they are confused they helped me break into Anna's room. When we were able to open the door, my life stopped. I saw a sight that will scar me forever. The bloody tiny body of the woman I slowly fell in love with jumped from the fourth floor of my house. "Nooo!!! Anna, No!!"  I ran to stop her but I was too late. I pushed her to death. I cried my heart out as I was running down the house.  I hear someone calling for 911 already but my main concern is to reach Anna. She seem so scared so I needed to be with her fast.  "Please oh God, please. Give me a chance to love her" I chanted as I run to her. When I arrived to the lawn, I saw Anna's lifeless body lying on the ground. "Ana!!! No Anna." I wanted to run and hug her but some of my friends stopped me. "Sheldon! wake up! We cannot touch her until the paramedics are here!" But I can't I just can't let my wife lie there on the cold ground.  "I'm stupid Anna. I am the craziest, please be okay. please, please, please. Give me a chance to face my feelings for you" I cried but my wife stayed motionless.  I don't know how and when we arrived at the hospital. All I did  was to hod my wife's hand. When we reached the hospital, they pushed my wife to the operating room and didn't allow me  to get in. What has he done? Because of his desire to maintain Rachel in the pedestal of his heart, he ruined Anna.He didn't expect that he would hurt this much but he would prefer to be in Anna's situation.  Because of his stand in the business industry, news spread fast and soon some reporters were able to shoot Sheldon crying his heart out for his wife in front of the operation room. That night the world saw how Sheldon Summers, a business magnate, crumbling away because of his wife.   
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