Luna of the Golden Moon

Truths pt.2

“But he's an alpha?” I no longer cared about trying to keep something secret, Alpha terrence seemed to know everything and I wanted the answers.

“Get dressed.” He stared at me now as I quickly pulled on my blouse again ashamed for some reason, I had come in here with the intention of doing something, kill him if I had to.

“All in your clan were, why do you think they were the leaders? Royals, the raw power that was in their blood and in yours, you can only have alpha children Emilia, even if it was a beta or a delta you became with, your blood will always win… that's why every man out there wants you, they feel it… long for you, even if you would not be so beautiful.” His eyes rested on my face now as I stared back defiantly at him, he had still killed my parents and he still deserved to die for it.

“I did, but I was Caleb's age when it happened, and it was my father who ordered it… you might think I'm awful Emilia but believe me, you do not want to know what the old alpha had for methods to get as he wanted…” He sounded like he hated his own father, a vicious circle that ended with Caleb.

“I was the one who spared you, me and Rosalie, we were the best warriors this pack had seen in our time, I spared Kyle even though I hated him from the second he was born.”

His voice was bitter again when I had put on my blouse and tucked it in again, why he told me all this? he could have told Caleb why, how he thought I could keep quiet about all this.

“Because I'm commanding you.” He said it with a smile when I felt the wave pressing and I struggled, pushing myself through the thin barrier he wanted to put on me, my words.

“You are fighting, I know, I feel it, technically you are more than me Emilia, in rank and status but who will listen to you? You're a female.”

His words grabbed me because it was true, I was not even sure anyone wanted to listen… with Caleb would do it, and Kyle with.

“Caleb? He only listens whenever he wants, I've seen him, heard him speak to you, he did not want to admit it, but he wants to decide, no matter how much your blood demands that he is the one to obey and not you….and Kyle… he's so high on finally being an alpha, more than he's ever been on a wolfsbane that he would not hear what you said if you even shouted it at him.”

I sat dumbfounded because everything he said felt like it was the truth, no one listened to me, neither Caleb nor Kyle, not until it was too late. I looked up at him, it would have been easier to just hate him but now it felt like I did not know what I would feel any more towards the main alpha.

“What do you want from me?” I sat with my arms crossed and stared defiantly at him, he wanted something he with, I felt it in me where he took a step closer to me, so I jerked without being able to help it by his big body towards me.

“You have already given me what I want the princess…” his words, it made me think about what the creature had said, he had called me that, I had thought it was mocking but he might have meant it, knew that I was.

“Princess Nyala…” his words were low as he whispered it in my ear, so I gasped, he really knew everything about me, the horrible bastard.

“Everything I need from you is already inside you.” His hand stroked over my stomach before I had time to stop him from moving and I shuddered, how did he know that? I did not even know myself if I was pregnant, it was too early to say.

“I know, I am the main alpha and I have had three wives Emilia…” he said it more amused when he pulled his hand away and looked at me calmer now, why did he make me hate him less for every minute, I wanted to hate him so much.

“You thought I was a horrible alpha who killed toddlers in their beds? Because your two admirers said that? they know nothing, how do they know what happened when they were children, and you were barely a newborn when they happened?” He looked like he remembered every minute of what had happened, and I sank down exhausted on the floor as he pulled me up just as fast again, did not even let me sit when I stood and my whole world was upside down.

“Sit down.” He pointed to his chair as I shook my head, no… I was not going to sit there, not in his place… it felt too strange.

“It feels weird? Sit down because you can’t stand up anymore?” He laughed and sat me down now in the soft armchair and I looked at him again with my big blue eyes, alpha Terrence was a completely different man when Caleb was not around, and I did not know if it was good or bad for me. I looked down when he had heard me and laughed softly again, he thought I was a stupid girl, I had understood that.

“What happened to Styn?” I knew I had a brother, even though it was not Kyle… apparently… he had sat at the desk now on the side where he sat in his black suit and looked like Caleb though older, that was probably the absolute worst thing about him, that he was the original of the man I loved and adored.

“Styn is dead.”