Twisted hearts

MOMMA'S GIRL

🩷BELLA 🩷

Immediately we got back to our dorm, Carly changed her clothing and went out, she went to her boyfriend's place.

Nicky laid on her bed pressing her phone and I went into the bathroom to freshen up. I came back to the room with my towel tied around me from my chest down to my lap.

I was about to seat on my bed but my towel suddenly loosed and fell to the ground exposing every part of my body.

I quickly bent to pick it up and tied it again, thank God it was a female that was in the room with me.

I looked at Nicky and I realized that she had actually being staring at me and definitely, she must have seen my nude.

Feeling embarrassed, I looked away and grabbed my body lotion.

"Do you really have to be that shy momma's girl? I'm a lady just like you are and likewise, you've seen me nude before." Nicky stated grining.

I didn't say a word, I just faked a cough and continued to apply my body lotion all over my body.

"Well, you've got a nice body. Your breasts...."

"Stop it Nicky! I don't want to talk about my nudity. I don't feel comfortable having this kind of conversation." I immediately cut her off.

She looked at me and laughed as she asked, "Are you perhaps a virgo intacta?"

I looked away grabbing my undies and putting them on ignoring her question.

Nicky quickly stood from her bed to seat next to me on my bed and asked eagerly, "Momma's girl, are you really untouched?"

"Nicky!" I called trying to caution her.

"C'mon! Don't be shy! It's just you and I here and you can confide in me." She said.

"Believe whatever you want." I slammed throwing a gown on.

"It's obvious that you're untouched! What about your first kiss? Don't tell me you haven't had even a first kiss yet! At your age?!" Nicky stated with her eyes looking surprised.

"It's not a big deal anyways. What's so special about a first kiss?" I asked picking up a novel from my bag.

"I see why you are like this, you dedicate some much to reading novels that you barely go out so you would meet nice guys who can make you explore the world of fantasy."

"A world of fantasy you say? Having a guy s*uck on your ni*pples while another guy drives in and out of you? Is that your fantasy?" I asked opening the novel.

"C'mon, that's was my own decision and it's not a must you go for two sum, you can decide to stay with just a guy, it's fun! Where do you think Carly went to?"

"She went to see her boyfriend" I responded pausing a while from reading the novel.

"Did you hear that? She went to see her boyfriend! Do you think they'd just talk and talk and talk?" She asked at me.

I fixed my gaze back into hers and asked, "Are you asking me to get a boyfriend? Or to sleep around with guys?"

"Why are you making it sound so irritating? I'm asking you to explore! Enjoy yourself! Enjoy your school life! You're in your prime and it won't come twice!"

"After all, you've got a very nice body and a beautiful face. You know a lot of guys in school are dying to get close to you, don't you?" She added.

"Perhaps, your mum restricted you from getting close to guys or dating." She murmured.

"Listen Nicky, I will date when I find someone I like from the bottom of my heart and then, I will give my body to him and explore like you said."

"Mind you, my mum never restricted me from dating, she knows it's high time I find love on my own." I answered her.

Nicky laughed out loud like I have said something so funny, she won't stop laughing at me till I was forced to ask, "What's so funny Nicky?"

NICKY

I can't stop laughing! This newbie doesn't know a thing, does she?

"Love you say? I can't believe that there's still someone in this world who still believes in that kind of ridiculous stuff."

"Listen up girl, there's no such thing as love anymore, it already capsized along with the Titanic ship." I said sarcastically.

I watched Bella nodded negatively and answered, "I don't know about you Nicky but, I believe in love. If love doesn't exist, Jack wouldn't have died to save his girlfriend after the ship capsized."

"Oh! I see! You're day dreaming about that kind of love? A knight in Shining armor? A sacrificial love uhn?"

"Wake up girlie! If you think that kind of love still exists somewhere, you're gonna end up putting yourself in a deep mess, trust me."

"Nicky, did someone break your heart sometimes ago?" Bella asked out of the blue.

I kept mute for a while then started, "It's not as if anyone broke my heart but I just don't believe in love. Love involves so much troubles."

"There's trust issue, one has to worry about the love being mutual, there are misunderstandings and imperfections, one has to worry about all kinds of stuffs when dealing with love." I explained.

"Nicky, love comes first. When there is true and genuine love, understanding between you and your partner comes naturally." She argued.

"Just listen to yourself Bella, you're being naive! Well, it's because you have no experience of what we are talking about, and experience they say, it's the best teacher." I concluded and retired back to my bed.

She turned and laid on her bed diverting her attention to the novel in her hand ignoring my last statement.

I looked briefly at the title of the novel, it was "Love blazing ecstasy."

Little wonder why she thinks there's a perfect love out there, she's been reading different kind of love and romance story which is making her fantasize about a love so perfect like she reads in stories and watches in movies.

I pity this young and naive lady, I hope she won't make a wrong choice and end up making a wrong decision because, it seems she's blinded by fantasy love story and she doesn't know what love is like in the real world.

I'll wait to see

who and how she chooses her Prince in shinning armor. I will wait to see how she gets a sacrificial love, maybe then, I'd believe in love.