The drive home was quiet and I started packing for our honeymoon. I was absent minded folding clothes and packing them into my suitcase. Rishi was doing the same and we were both quiet. Once I finished I stripped off and got into the bath, I pulled my knees up to my chest and just sat in the water letting it relax my muscles. I felt like crying. Because as much as I want to forget I had this voice in the back of my head reminding me every single minute. I let the tears fall letting all my emotion out. Rishi stepped into the bath and pulled me against him. “I’m sorry I did this to you” he lifted my chin and kissed me softly. “Rosie I love you and I made a stupid mistake. You mean the world to me and I am going to prove to you that I love you. I know you can never forget what happened

