Little this, tiny that.

Kiara's delima

"sometimes i feel i want to leave honeycutt and go back to my life that i had left for him especially when i am alone in my cell after a session with the crazy scientists"

I sigh as a tear falls from my eyes.

I am currently standing besides the big window with steel bars in my nursery here.

I don't know where my daddy or nora is.

I know she locked the door so that i cannot move.

Its been alot of days since my last session with the scientists although i had to drink the yucky medication daily and many days big boluses that sometines burned were inserted in my private areas but no visits.

But i think how will i leave honeycutt, my heart clenches.

Why did i love him so much.

He was a very handsone man,

And i knew he loved me too.

Once when i was new here and everything freaked me out i had alot of times when i wanted to leave but he gave me alot of care and shushed me and soothed me.

The truth was that i could not bear to go back to that horrible cabin with that abusive father of mine.

I was never very afraid of needles etc but when all this started i couldn't let it hapoen and i screamed and cried so much when he took me to the labs for the procedures.

Flash back,

"kiara?" honeycutt said as she ignored him.

They were in one of the guest rooms in the facilities.

Yesterday she hd her first experience and it was damn traumatising.

They did not care about her nudity and had given her a very thorough examination followed by the first and very painful emema of her life whike honeycutt had not been with her instead he had cone to collect her.

She had been reported to him as a disobedient slave and had been recommended to give her a caning but honeycutt had said no.

Now today was when they would give her the necessary shots and she didn't want to go.

But she had signed the papers and told honeycutt that she cannot leave him.

So they both knew it would happen.

Honeycutt kissed her as she cried and took her to the labs where he stayed with her but did not publically show any sympathy to her as she was snatched away from him and she screamed for him as they strapped her face down on the table.

Naked.

"relax kiara they will only give you some shots"

He said as he stood over her head.

And they both indured the sight and pain of the shots that knocked her out and the doctors then proceeded to do their work.

Alot of tine has passed and she had settled. The experiment had been a success and now this medication was developed.

But the scientists continued her treatments

They were painful but she did not fear them anymore.

What she was scared of was nora because she was in charge of her discipline.

She was the one who made the rule that kiara was a good girl but she must be whipped once in a while..

Honeycutt only said that no sich thing when she was disturbed due to her sessions but when she had breaks like nowadays she usually used the whip on her little backside while her daddy help her hands and later cuddled her as she cried.

Thie always happened in her daddy's office with her bend over the desk and daddy standing beside her he hekped her lift her skirt and held her hands as they both looked at nora raise the whip amd whip her very hard till her daddy said it was enough.

He didn't say it very easily though.

The door opened and she startled