I’d been drawn to him immediately, a magnet being pulled to its equal opposite, but I should have paid more attention to that. Opposite. Where I was rigidly controlled and rational, Fenris was free-spirited and ruled by emotion. I didn’t take risks, even calculated ones, but here I was, doing the wildest thing I’d done in my entire life. And it wasn’t just this or coming to Antarctica in the first place. I was learning magic. Learning magic.
I hadn’t tried to get back together with Ben, either. Would I have stood so firm if Fenris hadn’t riled me up? Inspired wasn’t the right word, but Fenris definitely made me feel something. At first it was just irritation, but soon that changed.
I wasn’t used to that.
I was used to control. I was used to knowing exactly how situations, or people, wer
