Reclaiming My Rejected Luna.

chapter three.

Eleanor's pov.

What was I to do? I have lost. I lost the only thing holding my reputation by a single string.. my mate. A knot formed in my stomach as the realization of what had actually taken place hit me.

His face says it all, he need not go any further. Anger, disappointment and disgust, I could read all from his face, I could see how relieved he was to have me out of his life.. finally.

He stared at me impatiently, they all did. The hundreds of eyes on me all waited to see my tears trickle down my face in defeat. They all waited to see me breakdown, like the weakling I am. But no, I am not going to give them that liberty.

“I..” my lips quivered, but I hid my anxiety and fear behind the cold look on my face, gazing Emric straight in the eyes. “I, Eleanor Reece, accept your rejection.”

His brow twitched, a confused chuckle leaving his lips. “Just like that?”

I couldn't help but scoff at his question. Well what did he expect? That I fall at his feet and beg him to take me back after he just embarrassed me in front of everyone? Hell no, I'm not gonna do that. The urge to say that to his face! But I can't, because I am no longer his mate and my words could get me in serious trouble.

“Yes, Alpha.” I politely replied.

“Okay then. I want you out of the pack house first thing in the morning. I'll pardon you and let you stay the night, so you don't say I'm a terrible man.” He grinned, I could no longer stand him, but I am being forced to tolerate him.

“Yes Alpha.” I bowed my head and turned around, walking out through the same door that I had come in from.

They say a rejection is one of the most painful things you will ever feel, and the pain did eventually set in. I could feel it as I walked towards my room, a heart wrenching feeling that came from deep within, it was impossible to keep the tears in my eyes contained.

I fell on my bed, choking on my own tears as the pain intensified. I pleaded to the moon goddess to make it go away, how long must I suffer? He rejected me, but I'm the one feeling the pain? Why aren't his testicles on fire or something?

The night grew cold, and the pain eventually vanished, but the hole in my heart because of Alpha Emric's betrayal did not fade.

How am I to face the rest of the pack after this? How do I live a normal life after this disgrace? I am already looked down upon, now it's going to be so much worse.

I have to leave here, first thing in the morning, at the very crack of dawn! I don't know where I'm going to go, but I cannot stay here. The shame and pain of constantly seeing my true mate with another is something I might die from. My frail heart is going to fail me any day!

I made up my mind that night to leave, even before anyone notices that I'm gone.

The rest of the night was as agonizing as it was stressful, trying to gather a few of the things I would need for my intended escape. I was finally done just at the crack of dawn, looking like a lost puppy as I barely got any sleep.

I was at the verge of pushing my luggage out the door when the sound of approaching footsteps halted my plans. I hurried back into the room, shoving the luggage into the closet to avoid suspicions. But who in the world is up this early?

“You're still here?”

His voice came, dripping with arrogance and mockery.

His presence commands an intimidating aura, but at the same time, carries a weight of masculine energy that makes me want to be his good girl again.

How can I even think like this after he's put me through the worst pain of my life? Ugh!

“You don't have to worry Emric, I'll be out of here, out of your hair immediately.” I answered, my fingers digging into the mattress as I struggled to bottle up my anger.

He walked over to the bed, stopping right in front of me. My breath clenched when the strong scent of vanilla and coffee hit my nose, creating dirty memories of him in my head. I gulped down the difficult lump in my throat before gathering the courage to look him in the eyes.

“I am Alpha Emric to you princess. Remember, we are no longer mates, so don't make this mistake again.” His voice came out cold and malevolent, like I have never heard before.

I lowered my gaze immediately, my defenses weakening at the sound of his voice yet again. The tension between us could easily be caught by a knife, it made me wonder if the bond was truly broken.

“Anyway,” he stepped back, clearing his throat. “I want you to attend the ceremony today. As you know, the proceedings begin this morning, and the proper ceremony is tonight. You may leave afterwards.”

“Really?” I scoff. “If you're gonna miss me when I leave, just say so. Coming up with excuses to keep me here for much longer is just pathetic.” I couldn't help but say, triggered by his awful approach.

“Don't get ahead of yourself,” he says with a clenched jaw. “You’re not that important, you never were.”

My heart squeezed in pain, but I did not show it. I hid my pain behind the awful grin on my face, but somehow, I believe he can see through it.

“Make sure you're present tonight, I have an announcement.” He walked out of the room immediately, leaving me to wonder what the big announcement was that he had been talking about since last night.

Well, I don't care. I'm leaving this place even before that time. I will not compromise on my self respect anymore for his sake.

As soon as he left, I dragged my luggage out of the closet and continued my journey out of the pack house. I got to the lobby only to meet a few maids heading towards the loft. I had to hide to avoid being caught by them.

“Did you hear?” One of them giggles, trotting behind the other two who stopped and turned to listen to her. I was frustrated already.

“What happened?”

“Alpha Emric is going to introduce Ophelia as his mate in front of everyone tonight! They'll even be getting engaged!”

My ears rang in disbelief, it took a lot not to run out there and ask that maid what the hell she just said.

“How do you know that?” One of the other maids asked her. I genuinely hoped it was a joke. Why would Alpha Emric do this to me? How could he jeopardize the future of his pack by deciding to make that w***e his Luna!?

“I was in charge of Ophelia's room yesterday, she talked about the whole thing over the phone with her mother!”

Their voices slowly faded as they made it into the loft. As soon as they left, I made a run for it, barely seeing my path as tears clouded my vision.

I loved Alpha Emric, I was ready to give my life for him, I probably still am! But he's betraying me in the worst possible way! He's making that little b***h his Luna, he's about to turn me into a joke, a plaything for everyone in his pack!

I ran into the empty streets with tears streaming down my face, an empty feeling in my heart and a knot in my stomach. Where do I go now? This is the only home I've ever known, but I can't take the chance of being here to witness the pack members' brutality towards me!

I was in such a dilemma, so much so that I didn't see the oncoming vehicle behind me. I only realized that I was standing in the middle of the road by the time it got too close for comfort.

A short gasp left my lips, and what followed was sharp and distinct pain shooting through every part of my body.

I was on the floor, staring up at the sky, my consciousness slowly sipping away from me. All I could hear was a loud piercing whistle, and the sound of my own heartbeat in my head.

Just then, I felt warm hands wrap around my body, and an unfamiliar lavender scent hitting my nose with great force.

“Mate.” The stranger growled, and everything suddenly went black.