The morning light did not bring warmth; it only exposed the wreckage of the night before.
When Mae woke up on the living room couch, her limbs were stiff and her eyes felt swollen and dry. The rain had stopped, leaving behind a pale, overcast sky that cast a sterile gray glow across the apartment. The silence in the room was no longer just heavy—it was icy, a frozen tundra built from the bitter words Shanly had hurled at her hours earlier.
From the hallway, she heard the quiet rustle of Shanly getting ready. The bathroom door opened and closed. The closet doors slid shut.
Mae sat up, pulling the blanket around her shoulders, her heart hammering against her ribs. She wanted to run to him, to throw her arms around his neck and beg him to tell her that last night was just the alcohol talking. But as she heard his footsteps approaching the living room, her body froze.
Shanly walked into the room, fully dressed in a fresh suit. His face was a pale, expressionless mask. He looked at her, but his eyes were completely devoid of the warmth that had once defined them. There was no apology in his gaze, no lingering anger, and worst of all, no regret.
There was only a distant, chilling coldness.
"I’m leaving for the office," he said, his voice flat and empty.
Mae swallowed the lump in her throat, her voice barely a whisper. "Shanly... about last night—"
"I don't want to talk about it, Mae," he interrupted, his tone clipping her words short. He adjusted his watch, not looking at her. "I have a lot of work to do today. I'll probably be late again. Don't wait up."
Without waiting for her reply, he picked up his briefcase, walked out of the apartment, and closed the door behind him with a soft, decisive click.
Mae let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding, tears finally slipping down her cheeks. The physical distance between them was nothing compared to the emotional chasm that had just opened up.
Out on the city streets, Shanly walked quickly, his hands shoved deep into his coat pockets. The cool morning air bit at his face, but he welcomed the chill. Inside his chest, everything felt dangerously tight. Every breath he took felt restricted, as if the seven years of history, the promises, the shared apartment, and the ring on his finger were physically tightening around his ribs like a corset.
He didn't hate Mae. Deep down, he knew she didn't deserve his anger. But the guilt of knowing he was failing her—knowing he could no longer give her the easy, happy love they had shared in high school—only made him resent her more. He felt trapped by her goodness. He felt suffocated by the expectation to be the perfect husband when he didn't even know who he was anymore.
He couldn't face the suffocating fluorescent lights of his office building yet. Needing an escape, he turned down a side street and slipped into a quiet, bohemian coffee shop he had never noticed before. It was a world away from the sterile corporate lounges he usually frequented, filled with low jazz music, mismatched vintage furniture, and the rich aroma of freshly ground coffee.
Shanly ordered a black coffee and sat at a small wooden table near the back, staring blankly at the dark liquid. He felt like a ghost haunting his own life.
"Is anyone sitting here?"
The voice was bright, clear, and entirely unexpected.
Shanly blinked and looked up. Standing beside his table was a girl holding a steaming mug and a sketchpad. She had vibrant, messy dark hair pinned up loosely, wearing an oversized knit sweater and a pair of paint-splattered jeans. Her eyes were an energetic, searching hazel, and she was looking at him with an easy, unbothered smile.
"Uh, no. Go ahead," Shanly stammered, pulling his briefcase closer to his chair to make room.
She slid into the seat opposite him, exhaling a long, dramatic sigh of relief as she set her coffee down. "Thank God. The morning rush here is brutal, and my legs are practically screaming at me. I'm Jessa, by the way."
"Shanly," he replied automatically.
Jessa leaned back, studying him for a brief second with an open curiosity that made him slightly uncomfortable, yet strangely alert. "You look like you're about to face a firing squad, Shanly. Or a really, really long PowerPoint presentation."
A sudden, unexpected laugh escaped his throat. It was the first time he had laughed in days, and the sound surprised even him. "The PowerPoint presentation, actually. Close enough."
"I knew it," Jessa chuckled, opening her sketchpad. "You have that classic 'corporate drone seeking sanctuary' look. Don't worry, your secret is safe with me. I won't tell your boss you're harboring a dangerous creative in your vicinity."
As Jessa began to sketch, she kept up a light, effortless stream of conversation. She talked about her art, the chaotic neighborhood she lived in, and her absolute refusal to grow up and get a "real" job. She was entirely unburdened. She didn't know about his seven years with Mae. She didn't know about his impending promotion, his mortgage, or the suffocating guilt that had been crushing his chest all morning.
To Jessa, he wasn't "Shanly, the high school sweetheart" or "Shanly, the reliable husband." He was just a guy in a suit sitting across from her in a coffee shop.
For the first time in months, the tight, suffocating knot in Shanly’s chest began to loosen. He found himself talking, sharing small, cynical jokes about his corporate life that he never would have told Mae. Jessa listened, her laughter bright and unforced, her eyes locked onto his with an undivided attention that felt like water to a man dying of thirst in a desert.
"You know," Jessa said, leaning forward, resting her chin in her hands as she looked at him, "you should smile more, corporate guy. It actually suits you."
Shanly felt a sudden, dangerous spark jump in his chest. It was a feeling he hadn't felt in years—the electric, terrifying thrill of the unknown. Looking at Jessa, he didn't see the heavy obligations of his past.
He saw an escape.