My little miracle

Chapter 10: final…

These songs seem so familiar and the people who danced were so nice and friendly with their moves like they wanted to make me happy and dance with them but the fear kept me from moving refusing to go along with any of this. We stared at them as the dark energy grew more and more bounded to us making it almost impossible for us to break free from its grasp until he stepped forward making my eyes pin only in him like I knew what he was planning seeing the nervousness in his eyes before he took a breath in and then put relaxing himself until the music began to play.

No...he can't be serious can he? Why this song? Why? I didn't know what to do I felt like i needed to break free from these chains and join him but why? He's my enemy and I should never cooperate with them or I would be severely punished.

"You need to forgive yourself and those around you but only then can you live freely from this darkness that surrounds you" he said as he began to dance along with the music the exact same way we did back in the slums whenever we were away from my brothers. I watched him it's opened eyes not wanting this to be true remembering things that I was forbiddend to ever see again and the happiness that once filled my heart.

"No! Stop it!" I yell we my hands gripped onto my head clenching my hair as memories flooded my mind of him and everybody especially the times when Hirato used to vent to me about life and the horrors we had once faced now coming back to haunt us.

"Don't let the darkness consume you Saeki!" He sake falling onto my knees still with hands on my head while memories of everyone came trickling back to me but I didn't want to look at Hirato since he would still be blank and emotionless due to the dark energy serum he had still left inside his body.

When the music stopped putting my mind at ease when something wet could be felt travelling down my face as I moved my hands away from my head using a finger to touch where the wetness was coming from and sit my surprise is was tears but why am I crying? And why am I here with Jay and my brothers? What is even happening?

"No! This can't be happening!" Mr, Addams yelled before that pain could be felt shocking me again making me instantly grab the shock collar that was still around my neck but I didn't scream in pain as It wasn't hurting that much so would that mean I had this done to me before?

"Give me that!" Hirato growled grabbing something from Addams' hands and smashed it on the floor in front of us which seemed to be a remote of some sort looking up seeing his eyes retina still completely black so what the heck is happening here isn't her supposed to be under the dark energy's control right now.

"Hirato? What's happening to you?" I asked standing back onto my two feet blocking the others from seeing his face allowing him to have a full view of me and my concerned expression.

"I...can't control it!...it hurts!" He said put his hands onto my shoulder shaking me as tears began to fill and stream down his face. I knew that dancing won't be able to save my brother from this darkness that had him trapped inside for so long and would make it even worse for me to dance in front of him like this.

I placed my hands on his forearm as he looked up from my hands confused on what the heck I was doing but there was only one thing I can do to free my brother from this ever lasting darkness that took control of him and his actions. "S-Saeki?" He said but I know that if I didn't do Anything about this soon I would lose him forever and I don't want to be blamed for this.

*= actions during the song

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Are you feeling nervous?

Are you having fun?

*his eyes widened at the sound of my voice as I began to sing a small little tine*

It's almost over

It's just begun

Don't over think this

Look in my eyes

*puts my hand on his left cheek as he looked into my eyes seeing the darkness fade away*

Don't be scared, don't be shy

Come on in, the waters fine

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I pull him into a hug surprising him but in response he hugged back tighter allowing him to cry it all out into my shoulder showing all of this negativity he had trapped inside of him for so long now finally being released. "I'm sorry! I didn't mean to it made me do it!" He apologised but I knew he would never go that far to harm me no matter what he says but dark energy however can make a being so things that they would never ever do to someone like family or a very close friend in order to reach their goal.

"I know, I know" I said moving my hand to the back of his head gently putting my fingers through his short hair not seeing Jay come over with the other three of my brothers joining the hug being there for Hirato and the crap we've all be through together but I still want an explanation from Jay.

When this whole situation settled we went back to the mansion where I lived with my brothers who were trying to sort things out between each other leaving me in the kitchen on my own sat on the side of the counter where food was supposed to be placed when cooking so this wasn't very lady like for me.

"I don't believe that's the way you sit on a counter Saeki?" Hearing Jay's voice make me jump before looking behind me seeing him walking into the kitchen meaning he was not busy talking with my brothers anymore. I look away from him not saying a word until he came up to the counter I was sat on and stood there beside me not as close as he was when I felt his arms went around me and Hirato today on the stage.

"Oh yeah? How do you think I should sit?" I asked in a teasing manner forgetting mostly that had happened today in order to make myself feel better and move on with my life I should've but no. He hummed before standing in front of me since he was way taller than me as I looked up seeing him hover above me so calm and collected like usual but what can I say he kinda looked hot. What am I thinking?! I sound like I'm love sick or something.

"Um" he was unsure of what to think as he placed hands into my knees with his hands that were obviously bigger than my knees so feeling them touch me gave me butterflies in my stomach.

"Stuck?" I said seeing how nervous we was not really sure of what to do right now which was kinda cute until he rested his head onto my left shoulder catching me off guard outing his hands on both sides of the counter next to my legs keeping himself up. I couldn't help myself as my arms moved on their own putting them on the side of his ribs as I wasn't able to reach that far to his back not wanting to make it as uncomfortable as it already was unless I made it even worser.

"I'm not stuck. I'm just thinking of my options right now but thanks for the hug though it was really sweet if you" he said sounding very modest not realising that Hirai just walked into the kitchen seeing this happening getting the wrong picture straight away but I can't blame him either for being protective before disappearing from the scene.

"Huh?!" I said hearing him quietly chuckling at me like plain usual. "You're lucky that I like you!" I said before coving my mouth with my hand realising what the heck I had just said making the whole kitchen go silent.

"What?" He said removing himself from my shoulder seeing my shocked expression with a hand covering my mouth feeling myself over come with fear and nervousness not see the real picture here. "Saeki are you alright?" He asked seeing my fluttered cheeks realising that what I said wasn't just a accident but a slip or true words and confession even though I was still mad at him but that was fading away the more I saw him day-by-day but would this stop due to how busy he is helping the world we swore to change and make it peaceful and war free.

"J-just ignore me! It accidentally blurted out so you heard nothing!" I panicked really hoping he didn't hear any of that but I was too late for that what had been done had already been said leaving me at a complete loss right now.

"And why would I do that?" He said removing my hand from my motion before putting his index finger and thumb underneath my chin lifting it up towards him kinda jealous of how well he did his makeup but I preferred to not really wear it as much or it would damage my skin if I apply too much.

"Because..." I didn't real know what else to say in my excuse to defend myself right now incase my brothers come in seeing us this close way closer than we've ever been in our entire lives. His face grew closer to mine making my heart race faster than it ever was panicking of what to do not really wanting Jay to get in trouble with Shimamoto.

The next thing I knew his lips were connected with mine his eyes were closed showing how confident he was on what he was doing but I never had a kiss like this before so this was completely new to me. I began to feel the rhythm of his pace slowly closing my eyes as my arms were now placed on his shoulders feeling his hands travel up from table and my chin into the top of my shirt before gently grabbing onto my thighs keeping me in place.

If this continues his blue lipstick would become smudged and bring suspicion to my brothers if we don't stop right now but the feeling, the butterflies got the better of me allowing him to keep going dominating me with his nice, warm tongue as we made out on the kitchen counter unaware of the attention we would bring later on.

"Ah-ha! I knew it!" Tao yelled as my eyes shot wide open parting my lips from Jay's making me look behind me seeing him standing there with Shimamoto who wasn't really happy but he had his arms crossed not liking the fact that his friend was kissing his sister right now in his kitchen.

"W-W-wait! It's not what you think I swear!" I said as Shimamoto raised an eyebrow not really believing me since he literally just saw us casually making out in the counter right in front of them. Jay seemed rather collected but it was obvious that he was nervous not really expecting to see two of my eldest brothers there witnessing this thing I got myself into.

Everything was sorted out in the end as Shimamoto accepted the situation in the kitchen was an accident but really there was much more going on behind that kiss of his and I knew there was but we pushed it aside for now and carried on with our lives like usual and kept things normal between us.