They say that confession is good for the soul. I’m afraid if I tried to list out every single sin I’ve ever committed, I’d never finish this letter to you. Early on after my sentencing, I visited with the chaplain quite a bit. He kept asking me if I was sorry for killing my husband.
I’m sorry, Justine, but that’s the one thing I can’t apologize for.
I’ve forgiven Dennis. That much I can say.
But I’m not sorry I killed him. If I hadn’t, he would have destroyed me and you as well. I’ve searched my Bible, and I’ve begged God to change my mind if I’m wrong, but I can’t regret the fact that he’s dead.
The chaplain said that’s a sign of unforgiveness. I told him he’s never had to kill anyone to save his little girl.
I don’t mean to tell you I’ve lived a perfect life. I struggle every day w
