It is bright you so close on you
And your soul will never be consumed in the dark.
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The anger consume you
The fear
The lost
My own demons
And failed
Too !.
They're win
Like a play
Or cats and mouses
I don't feel anything
Not coldness
Not today
Not feelings
Not heart beating
I've my own truth inside of me?
I look into the mirror and not seem nothing to be right
Just the seem feelings or s**t in me
And my skin is n***d of big trouble
And my soul is n***d of big fear
Everything is fired and the ashe cover with dirty earth
Then air does leave breath
My heart started to get accelerated like a thousand miles, minutes, or seconds So hard
The cost get the breathe clean air is hard for me
Why do I have to push everyone away from me ?.
They're are my best friends
But now I have nothing to keep holding me
Why does God or Jesús explain to me?
Why do I push everyone from me
Almost feeling like they running from me
I become in something more
A monster
And weird person
So then
I push everyone and not one talks to me.
Even if I killed myself?
Do you forgive me?
Even If I did?
Do you will leave me in
Into heaven's clouds
Heaven's gate
Do you listen to me?
Do you see me?
Do you hear me?
Do you read me?
Do you see all my messengers?
Why does one believe me all?
I cursed and not blessed
Tell me??
Tell me what the hell it's wrong with me ??
I wanna change
I wanna breath
I wanna felt
Feeling
Love
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