He Called Me Kid. Disaster Engagement Series, Book 4. Lynn Smith

Episode 16

POV John

I was worried sick about the kid. After that nutcase broke into our house and threatened her she was walking around saying she was ok but every time I tried to leave the room her eyes were full of fear. When Vinnie called me to say that this nutter had broke in he said she was in a bad way and I could hear her crying in the background. I ran towards my car going over the speed limit through traffic trying to get to her. Then Harry said that he had threatened to r**e her and she had said she would hurt herself if something like that happened to her again and it was obvious that someone had r***d her before. When her friend Jamie said he was the last person she would want to see I was desperate to know what he meant. Fran wanted to go up to see her first and I was glad I had to sit down before I could face her and decide what I was going to say. I also needed to get my heart rate back to normal I took two of my pills and made us all a cup of tea. Young Jamie sat at the table wringing his hands together he was usually such a cocky boy that it was unusual to see him look nervous. I sat down next to him I had to get information out of him “calm down son she’s going to be ok, he didn’t hurt her she’s just upset” he was a nervous wreak, “what did she mean she couldn’t live through something like that again” “I don’t know” “he said but he was lying “he threatened to r**e her and she said she couldn’t go through something like that again, what did she mean” he didn’t say anything, “was it that little arsehole Stefan” “no it wasn’t him” “then something has happened, just tell me” he shook his head “she would f*****g kill me if I told you she would never forgive me” “it was Stefan” I said and there was a long pause “no it was years before that” “why wouldn’t she want to see you? you said you would be the last person she would want to see” he didn’t say anything “why wouldn’t she want to see you? now I know you two are close so there’s no chance it was you so it must be someone close to you” He rubbed his hands over his face “just leave it John she’s in a bad enough way if she knew we were talking about this it would send her over the edge” There was no way I was going to back off now. “I know it was your dad that taught her and Fran how to play the guitar” He looked at me like he was about to jump to his feet and attack me. “it wasn’t my dad he’s a good man” he shouted and I couldn’t blame him for being upset, I had basically accused his father of being a p*****t but I wanted answers “then who was it? it’s written all over your face” He kept shaking his head but I was like a dog with a bone “it wasn’t my dad” “you don’t need to protect him” He looked close to tears and he’d finally had enough “it was my brother, my half brother Jimmy. He was 15 when he came to live with us his mum had put him out we didn’t know why, turns out he was into little girls that’s why she disowned him” He wiped a tear away from his eye and he looked away from us. He seemed ashamed but it wasn’t his fault that his brother was a weirdo. “when did this happen Jamie” he took a sip of his tea and a deep breath. “it started when we were 9 until she was 11” Tommy looked upset and he obviously didn’t know any of this either. “f*****g hell” he said and he covered his mouth like he was going to be sick. “she never talks about it” he said and I was glad that she had never confided in him. “what happened to your brother” I asked, I knew that I sounded calm but I could feel tears forming in my eyes at the thought of my beautiful girl being hurt and scared by this monster. “once the dragon found out he disappeared, they think it was her” “her that what?” I asked “her mums a scary b***h John they say he ran away but I know the dragon and Joe took him” Tommy stood up and went over to the window. He had his back to us but I could tell that he was upset. It was silent for a moment before he asked. “how did he get away with it for so long?” Jamie was staring at his tea and he looked like he had been carrying guilt around with him for years. “Jimmy used to chase her when she got off the school bus, Chris thought it was a game he was only a little boy. She used to run everywhere no one thought anything of it” Tommy nodded his head “and that’s why Frans mum calls her speedy? Frans mum told me Lydia used to run everywhere when she was little” Jamie nodded his head “yeah everybody called her speedy. Lydia didn’t tell anyone what was happening because he said he would hurt her sister Julia if she told anyone. That’s why nobody knew what was happening. Then one day she told Fran that Jimmy was abusing her and he told the dragon. She came into my house and dragged him out his bed and beat the s**t out of him with a golf club put him into the back of their car and no one seen him again” I couldn’t blame the dragon, if anyone hurt my kids I would have done the exact same thing. “what did the police say?” Asked Tommy and Jamie smiled “the dragon didn’t tell the police, that’s not how you handle things, my dad let her kick the s**t out of him, he was bad and my dad knew it. He just didn’t know how much of an animal he was until all of this came out and then my mum admitted that he had tried to r**e her too, we don’t talk about him” I slumped down onto the chair next to Jamie. My head was spinning “I can’t believe all this, why has she never told me?” I asked and Jamie looked at me like I was stupid. “She managed to hid what he was doing for years without anyone knowing and then when it all came out she just carried on like normal. She great at pretending she’s fine.. that’s why today.. you know her being so upset.. it’s such a shock because she can usually cover it all up” I checked my watch and my heart rate was out of control. This was all too much to take in. “please don’t let her know it was me that told you or that you know, she was upset once because a really young teenage fan tried to kiss her when she was with Stefan and I was drunk and told Stefan about Jimmy. When she found out that he knew she didn’t look at him the same way and that’s when she started to pull away from him and that’s when he turned nasty. He couldn’t understand how they had been happy one minute then she hated him the next.. I don’t want that happening to you John” Jamie was really opening up to us and I wanted more information “what did Stefan do to her, I know he beat her up it was in the papers, but I’ve never asked her” He took a deep breath “he did more than that he tried to throw her over the balcony but I managed to stop him” My poor beautiful girl had been through so much and I felt useless but I still needed to know more and I knew she would never really open up to me about her past. “when Stefan got released on bail he went missing too” Jamie nodded his head “the dragon did him in too?” Asked Tommy “what do you think mate” he snapped and Tommy didn’t know where to look. “Jesus Lydia’s Mum sounds like a piece of work I’ve never met her” He said as he came back over to the table. “I met her once or twice she’s a good looking woman but scary as f**k. She told me I was a dirty old man and to stay away from her daughter. Lydia heard her and they stopped talking for a while” Jamie laughed “that’s nothing compared to the stuff she says to me, the boys call her auntie Elaine and she makes me call her Mrs Knight, she’s a b***h, She takes all the stuff with Jimmy out on me whenever she sees me. Fran absolutely loves her, she used to feed him and take him in when his mum would disappear with one of her boyfriends or just on a drunken bender, he thinks the sun shines out her arse” Tommy obviously didn’t know any of this either and the look of realisation flashed over his face. “that’s why Lydia and Fran are so close?” He asked “yeah when we were kids they shared a bed in her house for years off and on until we all found out about Jimmy, then the dragon moved house to get away from our street and so Fran could have his own bedroom. Listen John if she finds out I told you guys she will never speak to me again and I can’t have that. I’ll be honest I love that girl I couldn’t cope if she wasn’t speaking to me” I put my hand on his shoulder to reassure him that everything was going to be ok. “I know you two are close son, I won’t say anything” He shook his head “no I mean I really love her” I looked at Tommy and smiled “f*****g hell another one. I never thought he would ever admit that to me. I know Fran is in love with her it’s pretty obvious but I just thought you wanted to shag her” Tommy laughed and then covered his smile with his hand. Jamie looked panicked but his silly crush on my girl didn’t bother me in the slightest “please John don’t say anything to her about it, she hasn’t got a clue how I feel. . she would never feel the same way back because of what my brother did to her, she says I’m nothing like him but I know she couldn’t think of me like that” I nodded my head in agreement because he really didn’t stand a chance with her. “and what about Fran?” I asked “She just looks at him like he’s a brother nothing more” It was nice to have a little reassurance from him. “good I’m glad your being honest with me” He looked around to make sure no body could hear us “and all this stuff with Jimmy stays between us she would never speak to any of us again if she knew we had spoke about it” we all agreed it had to stay between us “she will be fine she will just want to run away that’s what she does” said Tommy as he took our empty tea mugs over to the dish washer. “well I can’t let her run anywhere she has to stay here and start to deal with what’s happened” Tommy and Jamie looked at each other like they didn’t believe me. Then Fran came down and said she was ok and wanted to see the big man. I knew this was her way of saying she wasn’t thinking about all the stuff from her past and not holding it against him. Jamie looked so relieved. But I didn’t know what to do with all of this information. But the bottom line was that I love her and if she wanted to tell me she will in her own time. A few weeks passed and she wasn’t herself the wedding plans had grounded to a holt and Fran and Jamie were practically living with us. Tommy came over one day with his dog and she was so excited to see him, I thought it was Tommy she was was excited to see for a split second I can’t tell you how relieved I was to realize it was his dog Archie that had made her smile and not him. I could tell he still had feelings for her but it didn’t bother me he had missed his chance and he knew it. They walked the dog out on the beach and by the time she came back she looked a little brighter. We haven’t had s*x since it happened and I was a walking hard on, I was trying to be there for her but I wanted her badly. That night I sat on the bed taking off my shoes when she appeared at her dressing room door she was wearing her hair down with her dark sunglasses thigh high boots a leather jacket and nothing else. She looked sensational, her jacket was open enough for me to see her massive t**s and her smooth little p***y “hi I’m Lydia Knight I heard your a big fan of my band” “I’m you’re biggest fan, I can’t believe it’s really you” she wiggled towards me with a huge smile I was melting just looking at her. I was still sitting at the end of the bed when she walked over and straddled me. I opened her jacket and grabbed her t**s, “I’ve always fancied you, can I have your autograph” I asked as I licked her n*****s. “You can have more than that” she wriggled off me onto the floor and started to undo my trousers “you look so much hotter in real life” I said as she took my hard on in her hands she licked her lips “my god you are a big fan aren’t you” she said and licked the tip of my d**k and it was the best feeling in the world, she slowly slipped my whole c**k into her mouth and started to deep throat me. I let her take control I wanted to push myself further into her throat but I had to restrain myself. I could feel my c**k banging the back of her throat and it was fantastic. She began bopping her head up and down then taking my d**k out her mouth and admiring it for a second then she spat on the end and asked if I wanted to f**k her. I wanted her tight p***y on my d**k badly. She stood up and turned her back to me, she took off her jacket and I rubbed my hands across her perfect arse. I slapped her hard and she let out a little scream, her arse has a bright red hand mark. She sat on my knee with her back to me and turned her head a little to kiss me. She was rubbing her hands over her t**s and then down to her p***y “I’m so wet John” she said I couldn’t take any more I opened her legs wide and rammed my d**k into her. She was right she was wet she was always wet and ready for me. As she started to move up and down over my hard on I knew I wasn’t going to last long. She was tossing her hair from side to side and she looked amazing. “Is that good daddy” she asked in her sexy voice as her speed increased “that’s a good girl, f**k daddy harder” I knew she loved that and I felt her tight p***y twitch as she came, she shouted my name and she was breathless but she didn’t stop she didn’t miss a beat she bounced up and down the whole length of my d**k until I couldn’t hold on any longer “holy f**k I’m going to come kid” she knew I never really wanted to come inside her because although it felt f*****g fantastic I liked to eat her out as soon as I came, it gave me a chance to get hard again before the next f**k, I wasn’t as young as I used to be and I never wanted to let her know that. So when we were having s*x I would tell her when I was coming so I would come on her face or in her mouth or on her t**s but tonight she rode my d**k right through my o****m “I want you to come deep inside me daddy” she said and I couldn’t resist. I lay back on the bed totally wrung out. She was a little tiger I couldn’t get enough of her. I couldn’t believe she was going to be my wife and that I had found happiness after all those years. She lay next to me and I took off her sunglasses and grabbed her face and kissed her deeply “I love you Lydia” “I love you too John” we lay there kissing until I was hard again and I got up and stood in front of her she opened her legs wide and I could see my come dripping out her perfect little p***y she was glorious “where’s your vibrator? I want you to put a show on for me” I loved watching her play with herself, I went over to her bedside cabinet and brought out the vibrator I had bought her for Christmas it was pink and had rabbit ears on it she let out a squeal as I stood over her slipping in inside then I turned it on and she squirmed arching her back. I started to kiss down her chest and over her t**s gently l*****g one n****e at a time then I would turn it off I knew this annoyed her, “stop teasing me” she said with her eyebrows down and I loved it. She grabbed the vibrator and switched it back on and started to slowly grind it in and out of herself, I stood back and watched her, she was something else I had never been with a woman that knew exactly what she wanted as much as her. I took the vibrator out of her and slipped my d**k in. I stood over her pounding everything I had into her. She had her legs wide apart I put the tip of the vibrator onto her c**t as I drove her over the edge. She let out a yelp as she came, and I was close behind her, “I want you to come” she said “you’re so big” I was grunting and sweating “tell me I’m a good girl daddy” and I lost it she was too sexy I couldn’t hold on any longer. I pumped more come into her and slumped on top of her and she let out the sweetest giggle “John you’ve moved the bed” the bed has moved at least 6 foot from where it had been “I hope the big man didn’t hear that” she said but I hoped he had I was marking my territory he had been sniffing about her too much lately and I wanted him out of my house. And it had worked the little s**t didn’t hang about too long after that and he must have told Fran because he backed off too. I had her all to myself again and that’s the way I liked it, just me and her.